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Disorder

Aporath

I'm being corrupted by apathy

That's too heavy a word to put away with "laziness"

So I'm trapped in a fear that no one will ever understand

(Never understood)

The rightness that someone has shown

Only applies to normal people

The feeling of isolation is

Emphasized by your words

Misinterpretation

Can you imagine?

Your kindness is making heretics suffer

If you think it's a sin to stagnate

Then tell me how to move on

You've never faced me, you just assumed

Should I disappear?

It is as if I am rejected by the world

A little discomfort gradually takes shape

I can't move

I can't move anymore

Fix me now

I don't want to be miserable any more

I just pray one day this suffering will end

But nothing, but nothing has changed today

If you think it's a sin to stagnate

Then tell me how to move on

You've never faced me, you just assumed

(You just assumed)

I fight the urge to die every day

Paralyze me with poison before I fall apart

I don't care if all a sham

And the day ends, leaving me again

Self-Hatred strikes me again

I can't breathe

Like a faulty machine

I been lost something

I made mistake

Over and over again

This leaden body is

Drowning into the deep

Sea of grief

There is no light

And yet the sun will rise again

Frozen time starts moving

Regardless of my will

Then I decided to try to live a little longer

Cuz the flowers were beautiful wet with morning dew

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  • Aporath

    愛媛県松山市発、Emo/Post-Hardcoreバンド「Aporath」 2022年11月にRayllinkのGtとしても活動中のみーくんと元behind the dawn.Voのjuにより結成。同年12月にBa.ぶっちゃんを向かい入れ3人となった。2023年2月22日に1st single「Faded leaf」のリリース発表と共に活動開始。 2000's~2010'sのEmo/Post-Hardcore/Metalcoreをルーツに、現代のサウンドを織り交ぜた楽曲をVo.juの儚くも力強い声が歌い上げる。

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