Lyric

Words I tossed out lightly, without a second thought

You try to let them flow away, like a secret you’ve caught

For some reason, I find you so amusing to see

And before I know it, you’re all I’m looking at, endlessly

I think about you over and over, all day long

You even show up in my dreams, where you belong

Yet I keep telling myself, "I don't feel a thing"

Denying the vibration that your memories bring

A light word makes you flustered, unsure of what to say

But when I’m serious, you softly turn your eyes away

Watching you act like that, it’s funny, in a way

But I’m the one being played, day after day

With a frightened face, you keep your distance now

Staring back with cold eyes, I wonder how

That expression you wore, on that specific day

It’s stuck in my mind, and it won't go away

Did my joke go too far? Was I out of line?

Or was my way of telling you not quite as fine?

Even now, the look that was on your face then

Is haunting my dreams, again and again

A light word makes you flustered, unsure of what to say

But when I’m serious, you softly turn your eyes away

Watching you act like that, it’s funny, in a way

But I’m the one being played, day after day

But today, something feels different than before

When I call, you’re "busy," and you close the door

Then you reply out of nowhere, when I’ve moved on

It wasn’t like this, back when we were drawn

I tell myself you’ll come back to me in the end

To be held in these arms, as more than a friend

But if that’s true, then what is this fear I feel?

This lingering anxiety, that’s starting to feel real?

Every night, I dream of you, thinking of your grace

Staring at the screen, just to find your trace

You don't reply to the messages I send

Why are you playing it cool, running till the end?

A light word made you flustered, unsure of what to say

But when I was serious, you turned your eyes away

I can't forget the version of you that I knew back then

"Hey, are you free tonight?" I’m asking again

Ah... in the end

You’re really leaving, aren't you?