

Shutout shutout 私が私でなくなる前に
息吸い込んで目を開く前に
結局最後は神頼み
Shutdown shutdown 私が私でなくなる前に
息吸い込んで目を開く前に
結局最後は神頼み
2分で詰め込むコンビニ飯じゃ
思うように腹が満たせない
胃が冷え込んで 痛みが増す
それはどこか孤独と似ている
Shutout shutout
私が私じゃなくなるの
自分で止められないからさ
Shutdown shutdown
私が私じゃなくなるよ
誰か閉じ込めておいてよ
はじめが無いとおわりも無いね
それはとうの昔に知ったこと
はじめられない ずっとおわりたい
矛盾に矛盾重ね意味もない
はじめが無いとおわりも無いね
それはとうの昔に知ったこと
はじめられない ずっとおわりたい
矛盾に矛盾重ね意味もない
ねえ
Please, don't let me hear anything
ねえ
Please, stop these feelings of mine
街中の喧騒 かき消す線路を
通過する帰路の戦士たちも
日々の延長線上にある秘宝に手を
伸ばし続ける今日も
体固く冷たくなっても
愛した人を守り抜こうと
そんな世界に私がいても
正直なんも出来んくてやるせないんすよ
振り切り足早に帰路につき
毛布くるまって トライ睡眠
「明日から戦争が始まるぞ」
不安煽るメディア SNS共
別れ告げずに昇って行った友
出して欲しかったSOSを
それでもやってくる朝焼けを
どう受け止めたらいいの
Shutout shutout
私が私じゃなくなるの
自分で止められないからさ
世界作ったのがアンタなら
苦しみ作ったのもアンタだな
助け求めたって無駄な足掻きなら
早く教えてくれ
Please, don't let me hear anything
Please, stop these feelings of mine
はじめが無いとおわりも無いね
それはとうの昔に知ったこと
はじめられない ずっと終わりたい
矛盾に矛盾重ね意味もない
ねえ
Please, don't let me hear anything
ねえ
Please, stop these feelings of mine
- Lyricist
44
- Composer
44, NUU$HI
- Producer
NUU$HI
- Mixing Engineer
NUU$HI
- Mastering Engineer
NUU$HI
- Graphic Design
tovgo
- Vocals
44
- Songwriter
44, NUU$HI
- Programming
NUU$HI

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God Mode Off
44
44 releases "God Mode Off," her eighth single.
The song is a cry from someone who feels overwhelmed by loneliness and helplessness, unable to stop themselves from slowly falling apart.
Busy lives, social anxiety, loneliness, information overload, and exhaustion slowly wear us down. Little by little, we begin to lose who we are. Yet the world never stops, and everyone keeps fighting to make it through another day while carrying their own pain.
The song also expresses the helplessness of being unable to do anything about the suffering happening around us, and the guilt of wondering, "Does simply being alive have any meaning?" Even when everything feels unbearable, morning still comes. The song asks how we are supposed to face it.
In "God Mode Off," 44 portrays a person caught between hope and despair: someone who still wants to be saved, but can no longer fully believe in salvation, and yet cannot stop living.
Artist Profile
44
44 / Yoshi is a singer and illustrator from Hirosaki City in Aomori Japan. As a child she began taking piano lessons at her mothers suggestion. This experience later led her to join the school brass band in junior high and high school where she played percussion. During this time she also started listening to late night radio programs and developed an interest in rock and J pop. At the same time she loved drawing. Influenced by her father she grew up watching 1980s anime manga and films. She was also inspired by online creative communities such as Vocaloid culture on Nico Nico Douga. At university she studied in an art education program to obtain a teaching license in fine arts. While belonging to a design focused seminar she began seriously pursuing a career as an illustrator. She started sharing illustrations on social media often featuring girls and nosebleeds as recurring themes and became actively involved in online art communities. During this period she also joined a light music club performing in various roles from drums to vocals. After graduating she held a solo exhibition titled Arrive to Revive at a gallery inside her hometowns train station. The exhibition centered on her graduation works three large F60 size canvases depicting girls with nosebleeds along with original drawings for sale. Around 40 pieces were sold during the exhibition. In 2019 she moved to Tokyo. She initially attempted to form a band in the city but the plan was halted due to the COVID 19 pandemic. During this time she focused on illustration work and became responsible for the main character design and various illustrations for Ani an app that introduces anime and manga content to international audiences. Despite this her passion for music continued to grow. She is now mainly creating original music with composer NUU$HI. Following her first single path of my life which reflects her feelings when she first moved to Tokyo she released flashback to the summer an emotional track inspired by memories of summer and JUST DANCE a bass house influenced single. She continues to release energetic tracks while also writing lyrics for projects such as Tokyo Dennou.
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