朝、目が覚めるたびに舌打ちをした
まだ脈打つこの体が 疎ましくてDマイナー
「有意義な一日を」 黒板の文字が嘲笑う
死んだ魚の目で 教科書の余白に
呪いのような夢を 書き殴り続けた
変わりたい 抜け出したい ここじゃないどこかへ
指先が真っ赤に染まるまで 壁を掻きむしって
「まだ終われない」 震える膝を叩き
私は私を 何度も殺しては生かした
絶望の淵で 泥を啜りながら
「生きててよかった」なんて 一度も言えなくても
千切れそうな心で 安寧を追い求めた
これが私の 剥き出しの青春
美しくなんてない 無様で気高い
ゴーストノートのような 狂い花
偏差値と外見と 「いいね」の数で
私の価値が決まるなら そんなの世界ごと壊して
ボロボロの聖典を抱え 終電の窓に映る
幽霊みたいな顔した 自分を睨み返した
頑張れば報われるなんて ふざけたセリフ
限界まで走って 心臓が破裂しそうでも
ヤツラは1ミリも 優しくなりはしない
それでも……それでも、虚無にはなりたくなかった
さよなら、愛したかった自分
もがいて 抗って 最後に掴んだのは
散りばめられた額の赤い線
「私はここにいた」 空に爪痕を残して
絶望のエゴを抱いて 鮮やかに散れ
くすんだ私の 最短で最上の
マイナーコード
ねえ、見ててよ。
こんなに汚れても、くそくらえな世界でも
私は輝こうとしたんだ。
……あぁ、空が、青いな。
- Lyricist
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Keyboards
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- Vocals
KASANE TETO
Listen to My N/A chord (feat. KASANE TETO) by KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
Streaming / Download
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Nickname: Gorilla
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blue glasses
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barley tea
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Passing each other
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It seems like just being tasty isn't enough.
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Seen / Unseen
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Candy soldiers
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My N/A chord (feat. KASANE TETO)
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
"Those nostalgic memories that come to mind in unexpected moments.
I wanted to capture those scenes in sound, so this time I created an album featuring the resonance of the classical guitar.
By deliberately keeping the sound simple, I captured the warmth and atmosphere unique to wooden instruments in 'classic guitar for you.'
Even if you're listening for the first time, it somehow feels like you're being told 'welcome home.' I hope you can immerse yourself in that mysterious and gentle feeling.
May this sound add a little more color to your ordinary daily life."
Artist Profile
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
I like Beast Senpai. (Not Mr. Beast) Please check out my YouTube channel and consider subscribing really appreciate it! I am also active on Niconico Video so feel free to follow me there as well. Back in high school I joined a music related club and formed a band for the school festival where I took charge of guitar and vocals. Playing music together with friends, I gradually became drawn to the idea of creating music that can quietly accompany someones time. My defining musical awakening came during junior high school. One night a song by Spitz played in the car and it struck me deeply. It was the moment I realized how melodies and lyrics can intertwine with scenery and memories an experience that still serves as the foundation of my songwriting today. Nowadays I create music by gently capturing emotions found in everyday life. Even during work breaks or while commuting melodies, lyrics, and chord progressions are constantly playing in my head (does anyone else live like this? lol). Late night drives, stopping at traffic lights on the way home staring out the window without thinking about anything I aim to make music that softly flows through those solitary moments and resonates with listeners memories and emotions. I mainly compose using Cubase 12. My go to instruments are a Chai classical guitar and a PSSA50 MIDI keyboard. I have also recently started working with Synthesizer V and Kasane Teto, which has greatly expanded my creative possibilities.
KAZUYAYAMAZAKIの他のリリース
KASANE TETO
