Lyric

Am i being too anxious?

Am i being too doubtful?

Am i being impatient?

Goddamn i hate this

Am i being

Am i being

Am i being

Am i being too much of myself?

(Too much of myself)

Cause to be honest

I ain’t felt like i deserve this shit

Might be hard to hear

But how you think i feel

Saying this shit

Out loud

Out loud

I mean i couldn’t even confide in

Someone i claimed that was by my side and

All this time and

I’ve been hiding

I’ve been silent

I’ve been violent

Only to myself

(Only to myself)

She says i don’t need to be this hard on myself

And she knows i know it

(She knows i know)

Am i being too anxious?

Am i being too doubtful?

Am i being impatient?

Goddamn i hate this

Am i being too anxious ?

Am i being ungrateful?

Am i too much

In my head right now ?

When did i get like this ?

When did i get like this ?

I could never recall

And on another call

My mama say

I don’t smile like i used to

And it hurts to hear

But how you think she feel

Saying this shit

To her only son ?

Am i being too anxious?

Am i being too doubtful?

Am i being impatient?

Goddamn i hate this

Am i being too anxious ?

Am i being ungrateful?

Am i too much

In my head right now?

Am i being too anxious?

Am i being too doubtful?

Am i being impatient?

Goddamn i hate this

Am i being too anxious ?

Am i being ungrateful?

Am i too much

In my head right now?

I think i’m finally ready to say

I deserve to be