Shiver in the speakers
Air is holding its breath
Every little ghost in my chest
Climbs the ladder of sound
I open up
Like a crack in the glass
Light gets in
Cuts straight through my past
All that I was
Runs thin, runs fast
Face in the water
I can’t make it last
It’s a beautiful release
It’s an ache I can’t contain
I’m a shape that never settles
I dissolve, then start again
I am open, I am trembling
Every promise, every stain
Beautiful release
Unfixed in the falling rain
Hands at my sides
Nothing left to defend
Words lose weight
On the way that they bend
You look through me
Like a door with no end
If I disappear
Will I still pretend? (Oh)
It’s a beautiful release
It’s an ache I can’t contain
I’m a shape that never settles
I dissolve, then start again
I am open, I am terrified
Every truth, a quiet flame
Beautiful release
Unfixed in the falling rain
Let me be formless
Let me be wrong
Let me be breathing
Inside your song
If I become nothing
Held in your gaze
Would that be mercy
Or just another phase?
It’s a beautiful release
It’s an ache I can’t contain
I’m a shape that never settles
I dissolve, then start again
I am open, I am breaking
Every loss, a gentle stain
Beautiful release
Unfixed in the falling rain
Breathing in the in-between
Where I end, where you begin
Staying here, half-formed, unseen
Let the next life seep in
- Lyricist
Tobin Hart
- Composer
Callum Pike
- Producer
Orin Keller
- Vocals
Orin Keller
Listen to A Freedom That Frightens Me by Orin Keller
Streaming / Download
- 1
MerciMerciful Heatful Heat
Orin Keller
- 2
Crowd Without Edges
Orin Keller
- 3
Open-Air Static
Orin Keller
- 4
The Kindness of Disorder
Orin Keller
- 5
Language for Strangers
Orin Keller
- 6
Humidity in the Wires
Orin Keller
- 7
Carrying Too Little
Orin Keller
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A Freedom That Frightens Me
Orin Keller
- 9
Where the Noise Lets Go
Orin Keller
- 10
No Country in My Chest
Orin Keller
- 11
Loose Maps
Orin Keller
Loose Maps is an album about tolerance, chaos, solitude, and release found in motion
Instead of focusing on specific places or events, it captures shifting emotion through humid air, blurred crowds, uncertain light, and small acts of kindness, all shaped into a refined Electronic / Downtempo sound.
