

After every room went quiet
After every name grew thin
I felt something move inside me
Like a door opening
It was not a perfect answer
It was not a holy sign
Just a sound beneath the damage
Finding its way back to mine
I stood still
I let it near
For the first time
I did not disappear
I Almost Heard Myself
Under all the years I kept
Not loud enough to save me
Just real enough to accept
There she was
Still unfinished
Still afraid
Still alive
I thought my voice had left me
I thought it had dissolved
But maybe it was waiting
For the silence to unlock
I do not need an answer
I do not need the past
I only need this moment
Where I come back at last
If tomorrow finds me quiet
Let it know I’m not the same
There is a sound beneath me
Learning how to say my name
- Lyricist
Ydessa Vorn
- Composer
Isolde Brannic
- Producer
Sevrin Aulgrave
- Vocals
Ydessa Vorn

Listen to I Almost Heard Myself by Ydessa Vorn
Streaming / Download
- 1
The Help I Never Asked For
Ydessa Vorn
- 2
My Mouth Closed First
Ydessa Vorn
- 3
A Chair for What I Didn't Say
Ydessa Vorn
- 4
I Was Hurt, Quietly
Ydessa Vorn
- 5
The Apology Stayed in My Throat
Ydessa Vorn
- 6
Mother, I Learned Silence
Ydessa Vorn
- 7
The Anger Was Still Holy
Ydessa Vorn
- 8
Your Name Had an Echo
Ydessa Vorn
- 9
I Said Yes to Survive
Ydessa Vorn
- 10
Where the Unsaid Gathered
Ydessa Vorn
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I Almost Heard Myself
Ydessa Vorn
In this first album, words that could never be voiced throughout life are transformed one by one into quiet songs.
Wrapped in piano, strings, choir-like voices, and deep reverberation, the album portrays them as emotions left behind in silence.