Lyric

My heart breaks so easily

Inside me, a darkness rises

If I try to lock it away

It only spreads endlessly

I was always alone anyway

But I expected too much

If nothing had existed from the start

I wouldn’t have grieved

For losing anything at all

I keep layering regret

Repeating my confessions

But there’s no answer

And the deep wounds

Just keep multiplying

Pain, despair

No matter how I hide them with lies

My face twists

With overflowing feelings

My body weakens and crumbles

Exhausting my very life

Caught in the whirlpool of despair

How far must I go

To finally break free?

The kindness you left behind

Hurts me more than anything

There was no happy ending anywhere

So why…

Under the gray, cold sky

Even after miracles ended

I kept believing

I turned my eyes away

Pretending I didn’t know

Even words of goodbye

Can’t reach you enough

To make you stay…

Hey, this is the last time

I packed promises

Right before my heart shatters completely

I paint over the blanks

And won’t expect anything anymore

I throw away everything

That once filled me up inside

Prayers, miracles

I won’t wait for them anymore

Along with all these overflowing tears

Goodbye