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If it's not first place, it means nothing.
Every time a notification pings,
Somewhere in my heart, I start to hope,
Then I see a different name on the screen
And click my tongue before I can stop myself.
I know-being this way is the ultimate "uncool."
Who decided what "too heavy" means?
If I love you, I want to be special.
If I have to settle for being someone's second choice,
I'd much rather spend my whole life alone.
That would be infinitely better.
I don't need lies wrapped in "kindness" anymore,
Or those half-hearted kisses.
If you're going to flinch at the heat of my passion,
Then don't even bother coming near me.
The name for this clinical obsession with pure love:
Main-Girl Deficiency Syndrome.
**"Turning despair into addictive melodies."** **CatBeat** is a Japanese music creator. With a background as a musician, CatBeat shifted focus in October 2025 to the fundamental art of songwriting and composition. Since then, they have been consistently releasing original music, primarily on TikTok. CatBeat's signature lies in powerful, emotionally charged melodies that embrace the darker side of human nature. Their music explores the loneliness, despair, and desperate longing for love that define modern life, transforming the rawest cries hidden deep within the heart into unforgettable, infectious hooks. By blending emotional intensity with irresistibly catchy melodies, CatBeat creates deeply immersive songs that resonate with listeners long after the music ends.