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Release Date: 2026/10/02

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A love where I endured, harbored doubts, and got hurt-yet still tried to believe.

This song depicts the decision of a woman who realizes that losing herself-losing the ability to smile within that relationship-is far more terrifying than losing her partner.

Instead of validating her worth by being "chosen" by someone else, she ultimately chooses herself.
Perhaps what she let go of wasn't love, but the attachment that had been causing her pain.

She doesn't deny the love she once felt, yet she decides to bring it to an end here.
It is a bittersweet yet forward-looking breakup song about reclaiming one's true self.

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  • BENISAYA

    BENISAYA is an artist with the spirit of a courtesan blooming in the Reiwa era. She combines the pride, elegance, intelligence, and strength of the old-fashioned courtesans with the real emotions of modern women, transforming sadness not merely into comfort, but into the strength to rise again. She embraces all those nights of tears, frustrating days, and times of endurance, making them her own unique style. BENISAYA delivers strong and beautiful music that makes listeners think, "I can still bloom."

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