

Lyric
When I Was Alive
Shoh Issui
黝い石に夏の日が照りつけ
庭の地面が、朱色に睡っていた
地平の果に蒸気が立って
世の亡ぶ、兆のようだった
麦田には風が低く打ち
おぼろで、灰色だった
翔びゆく雲の落とす影のように
田の面を過ぎる、昔の巨人の姿――
夏の日の午過ぎ時刻
誰彼の午睡するとき
私は野原を走って行った……
私は希望を唇に噛みつぶして
私はギロギロする目で諦めていた……
噫、生きていた
私は生きていた!生きていた!
生きていた!
- Lyricist
Chuya Nakahara
- Composer
Yuji Konno
- Producer
ARTCHIC
- Vocals
Shoh Issui

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Chuya's Summer
Shoh Issui
- 1
June Rain
Emi Hirumizuki
- 2
Girl and Drizzle
Karin Oborozuki
- 3
The Summer Sea
Karin Oborozuki
- 4
TA NI GA WA
Shoh Issui
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When I Was Alive
Shoh Issui
- 6
A Night in Early Summer
Ohga
- 7
The Sea on Sunny Days
Matsudo Mode
- 8
The Dream
Shoh Issui
"Chuya's Summer" is my concept album of eight summer-themed poems by Chuya Nakahara, reinterpreted as contemporary music. As producer ARTCHIC, I aimed to transform his poetry into music that resonates today, employing four AI singers and one AI rapper across diverse genres. This is the fourth installment, following "Chuya's Autumn," "Chuya's Winter," and "Chuya's Spring."
The poet Chuya Nakahara (1907-1937) left an indelible mark on Japanese literature despite his brief 30-year life. Born in Yamaguchi, he had a pure heart that made him deeply vulnerable to life's wounds yet enabled him to transform these experiences into timeless poetry. He loved with his whole being and grieved to the depths of his soul through personal tragedies including his brother's early death, failed romance, and the loss of his beloved son Fumiya. This emotional intensity created poems that continue to move readers across generations.
"June Rain," a sonnet from when Fumiya was 18 months old, moves from past lost love to a joyful present--a rare life-affirmation. This dreamy electronica/ambient pop uses raindrop sounds and reverb-wrapped flute. Emi Hirumizuki, with soft moist tenderness, sings the inner image of rain-veiled recollection and the rain beyond the latticed window.
"Girl and Drizzle," a fantastical poem, is meditative: a girl in a schoolyard flower garden dreams until all dissolves. This indie electronic chillwave uses lo-fi tape saturation and electric piano. Karin Oborozuki's mysterious voice sings becoming one with the rain.
"The Summer Sea," a circular-form poem unpublished in Chuya's lifetime, depicts golden waves quieting old sorrows and recalling his late father's eyes. This atmospheric ballad's piano, pads, and cello evoke afternoon sunlight. Karin Oborozuki's deep voice embraces the sea like the summer sky.
"TA NI GA WA" depicts hiking, opening beer chilled in a mountain stream--a "youth itself" moment, yet Chuya calls the beer "sad like youth." This melancholic indie rock uses shimmering clean guitar and crystalline texture. Shoh Issui's transparent voice sings finding sadness within joy.
"When I Was Alive," opening the "Boyhood" chapter of "Goat Songs," builds dramatically through afternoon's mythic vastness to the wail "Ah, I was alive!" This dramatic rock ballad uses heavy distorted guitar and orchestral strings. Shoh Issui sings more roughly than ever, reaching a rock-vocal cry.
"A Night in Early Summer" likens his sorrow to a steam train on an iron bridge--steam as "a white bear," iron creak as "pitiable voices"--nested metaphors. This rock-rap hybrid uses distorted bass, 808 beats, and train-sample industrial design. Ohga's gritty rapper voice spits the metaphors with a slashing edge.
"The Sea on Sunny Days" contrasts the sunny seashore with "the shade": humanity shuttles between purposeless play and the "contrivance" of plans, yet our pure orientation lies in "just being." This indie pop uses shimmering guitar and warm analog synths. Matsudo Mode's breezy touch leaves a lingering resonance.
The album closes with "The Dream," a "soothing" piece recreating drowsing off--baseball shifting to poplar trees and cicada voices fading into sleep. This experimental ambient uses piano, granular synthesis, and time-stretching. Shoh Issui sings as if to himself, melting into the music.
Through this album "Chuya's Summer," I hope that the heart of Chuya's poetry will firmly reach the hearts of all who listen.
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Shoh Issui
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