Lyric

I wake up like a lantern that smokes but no longer burns

Trying to find a way through everything that weighs me down

Everyday life is like an endless abyss that pulls me deeper

Demanding, burning, and not a single step takes me forward

Home is like an old ship, broken and rocking

Full of work, but without direction

The balance is shaky

Like an adventurer without a map

Like a kingdom without a legacy

One step in the wrong direction takes me further away

And I am alone, in the middle of ruins

Days are like treasures buried in the sand

Whose weight grows with every moment's delay

A face looks in the mirror that is just a memory

A faded image of what I once was

They are like old carvings in the rock

Broken, but still stubbornly there

The balance is shaky

Like an adventurer without a map

Like a kingdom without heritage

One step in the wrong direction takes me further away

And I am alone, amidst the ruins

How many paths have I wandered

Before I find a place where my breathing eases?

How many vain hopes have I raised

Before nothing can carry me anymore?

My hand reaches for something I can't reach

I don't know if it's there or if I've just forgotten what it feels like to find

The balance is shaky

Like an adventurer without a map

Like a kingdom without heritage

One step in the wrong direction takes me further away

And I am alone, amidst the ruins

Maybe one day the wind will change direction

And take me to a place where everything begins again

But today I am a lost traveler

Wandering through crumbling paths

Hoping that someday this journey will end