Lyric

静かすぎる終わりには

傷跡さえ残らない

ただ部屋の片側だけ

真冬に変わった

No thunder when you left

No wreckage in the hall

The door closed like any other night

And that was all

I held my breath

Until the silence found its place

There's a warmth that should be gone

Still living under my skin

消そうとするほど

輪郭だけが戻ってくる

I wish it had an edge

Something I could fight

But it only settles deeper

When everything goes quiet

Outburst of anger

きっと楽だった

Despise you

終われたのに

Not because I'm strong

I just haven't found a place

To set this weight down

I'm still standing

あなたがいない夜を

今日も越えていく

消えない熱を抱いたまま

Not because I'm strong

I just haven't found a place

To set this weight down

I'm still standing

戻りたいんじゃない

忘れたいんじゃない

ただこの重さをいつか

The days don't hesitate

They pull me with them anyway

Morning finds the windows

Whether I'm ready or not

世界は何も知らずに

昨日を遠くしてく

私だけが同じ場所に

Some nights I hear the rhythm

We used to breathe between us

Not a voice, not even a memory

Just something my body knows

眠りの浅い場所で

あなたのwarm探してる

Nothing shattered

Nothing burned

There was no enemy to blame

だからきっと

こんなにも長く

終わりだけが終わらない

Not because I'm strong

I just haven't found a place

To set this weight down

I'm still standing

あなたがいない夜に

少しずつ慣れていく

身体が覚えた温度までは

Not because I'm strong

I just haven't found a place

To set this weight down

I'm still standing

愛だったものを

憎しみに変えず

この重さの下で

Don't call me strong

You didn't see

How close I came

To giving in

When no one was around

強いんじゃない

耐えているだけ

今夜もひとり

And tonight that's enough

Let the weight come down

I won't pretend it doesn't hurt

I'm still standing

戻らなくていい

戻ってこなくていい

これでいい

ただいつか

この重さがいとおしく

あなたの影さえもまだ

I'm still standing

Not healed

Not fearless

Still here

I'm standing