

最低な夜に
僕は今日も1人
零れないように
締め切った瞳
また記憶を徘徊 これで何回目?
歪み始める視界
どうせ忘れたいことは忘れない
どっかに捨てた期待
波が止められない 呼吸もできない
こんな頭が嫌い
きっと紛れもない ありふれた凡才
分かりきった未来
Maybe I’m back in the dark
Maybe it was just a bark
Maybe I just wanna leave a mark
Like a scar that shows I’ve walked this path
最低な夜に
僕は今日も1人
零れないように
締め切った瞳
最低な僕に
お似合いの痛み
もう悔やまないように
閉じ込めた祈り
まどろむ視界に溺れていたい
そんな世界でもいい
I wanna just lie down
この霧が晴れるときまで
Maybe I’m back in the dark
Maybe it was just a bark
Maybe pain comes without lark
Coz the punishment is always stark
誰かを傷つけてしまった記憶
いっそこの体ごと消えていこう
I don't wanna know the true
Secretly I wanna be with you
最低な僕に
刃を突き立てたい
繰り返さないように
刻んだはずだったのに
最低な夜に
僕は今日も1人
零れないように
締め切った瞳
最低な僕に
お似合いの痛み
もう悔やまないように
閉じ込めた祈り
- Lyricist
sammy. /REVERSIES
- Composer
sammy. /REVERSIES
- Co-Producer
Caffeine Junkie, sammy. /REVERSIES
- Recording Engineer
sammy. /REVERSIES
- Mixing Engineer
sammy. /REVERSIES
- Mastering Engineer
sammy. /REVERSIES
- Guitar
Caffeine Junkie
- Drums
Caffeine Junkie
- Synthesizer
Caffeine Junkie

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Wander -Haikai- (feat. Caffeine Junkie)
sammy. /REVERSIES
DIY alternative rock artist sammy. /REVERSIES, known for building an emotional and raw sonic world, joins forces with Caffeine Junkie, a Vocaloid producer recognized for crafting unique soundscapes. Together, they present their collaborative track, "Wander -Haikai-."
The track fuses sammy.'s visceral lyrics and vocals with Caffeine Junkie's intricate, multi-dimensional arrangement, vividly portraying the emotions of carrying loneliness and pain while still striving to move forward.
It's a hybrid sound where heavy guitar riffs coexist with floating synth textures, and the mix-carefully leaving space rather than overfilling-brings out the subtlety and intensity of sammy.'s voice. Especially in the later sections, the chorus adds a glimmer of light born out of solitude, drawing listeners into a swirl of deep emotions. The coexistence of "inner chaos" and "fragments of hope" is a balance only possible through this collaboration.
The lyrics open with the chilling yet urgent words: "On the worst nights / Tonight, I'm alone again." This recurring motif of solitude confronts the reality of living on while burdened with self-hatred, regret, and an unforgivable sense of guilt.
The English lines "Maybe I'm back in the dark / Maybe I just wanna leave a mark" express a desperate desire to etch proof of one's existence somewhere. In contrast, the following phrase "a prayer locked away" reflects the image of carrying a hidden plea that will never reach anyone. The interplay between Japanese and English heightens both the emotional shading and universality of the song.
The result is a track where poetic Japanese expression and the candid outpouring of emotion in English blend seamlessly, allowing the feelings of pain and prayer to transcend language barriers and resonate with listeners worldwide.
Ultimately, "Wander -Haikai-" is a song that stands beside anyone tormented by loneliness.
The words and voice spun from the depths of sammy.'s heart, layered with Caffeine Junkie's sharpened sound design, create something more than a collaboration-it is a piece of music that could only be born here and now.
Artist Profile
sammy. /REVERSIES
sammy. /REVERSIES presents a unique style as a "one-person alternative rock band (?)" rooted in grunge and alternative rock. While heavily influenced by Western music genres like punk, emo, and Rock'n'roll, the music also pays respect to diverse styles such as J-Rock and VOCALOID. Despite living with bipolar disorder, he officially launched his music career in 2024. He is open about being non-binary, and many of his songs carry messages that resonate with the LGBTQA+ community, minorities, and those experiencing emotional pain. These tracks often scream out in solidarity, sharing the listener's pain. By incorporating both Japanese and English lyrics, "sammy. /REVERSIES" creates music that reaches audiences both in Japan and abroad.
sammy. /REVERSIESの他のリリース
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