Lyric

THIS IS THE EDGE

NOT HEAVEN. NOT HELL

STAY RIGHT HERE.”

I don’t need heaven, it’s too clean

I don’t need hell, it’s too obscene

I live between your breath and doubt

Where every scream is whispered out

My pulse decides before my head

I feel alive where fear is fed

You call it danger, I call it truth

This space was never meant for you

Not safe

Not done

I stay

Undone

If pleasure heals, why does it scar?

If ruin’s wrong, why want it hard?

I don’t choose sides, I choose the spark

The second just before the dark

Between pleasure and ruin I breathe

Hold me right where I can’t leave

Too sweet to run, too sharp to stay

I love the price I have to pay

Don’t save me, don’t let me fall

Keep me pressed against the wall

I live right here, no alibi

Between pleasure and ruin tonight

“RIGHT THERE!

DON’T MOVE!

FEEL THAT!”

Your hands don’t promise, they insist

Every touch a loaded risk

I don’t ask where this will end

I only feel where we begin

I trust the shake inside my knees

More than calm, more than peace

If breaking is the entry fee

Then don’t slow down, just ruin me

I don’t want answers

I want the ache

Suspended here

No choice to make

Pleasure cuts, ruin calls

Balance breaks between these walls

“YOU’RE PERFECT RIGHT THERE!

DON’T FIX IT!”

I glow the most when I’m unsure

When every step feels insecure

Your silence pulls me deeper in

A beautiful, collapsing sin

I’m not afraid of losing control

I’m scared of living half a role

If this is where I disappear

Then stay right here, stay right here

Too much to quit, too far to flee

This edge feels made exactly for me

If I must choose what breaks me best

I choose the fall without the rest

Between pleasure and ruin I breathe

Hold me right where I can’t leave

Too sweet to run, too sharp to stay

I love the price I have to pay

Don’t save me, don’t let me fall

Keep me pressed against the wall

I live right here, no alibi

Between pleasure and ruin tonight

“DON’T ESCAPE!

THIS IS THE MOMENT!”

I don’t want safe, I want intense

I want the crack in confidence

Your eyes say more than words could do

They dare me to continue you

If I survive, I’ll miss this edge

If I break, I’ll have no regret

So hold the line, don’t pull me through

This space was built for me and you

Between pleasure and ruin I stay

Frozen in the perfect delay

Not falling down, not rising above

Just burning in unfinished love

Don’t end it clean, don’t make it right

Let me live inside this night

I choose the edge, no last goodbye

Between pleasure and ruin I lie