Lyric

It’s about me

Not cool, shameful tale

What I had planned was not their taste

And what they had planned was not my taste

Now I know how to settle this

Talk and compromise

But when I was so young

I was not wise enough

Is all the thing that I should do to give in and follow them?

Or may I persist in what I planned and fight with them?

Ah I cried cried

It’s a painful painful thing

But I didn’t have enough wisdom for how to settle me

Did all the problems I faced happen 'cause they were mean?

Or were the problems I faced brought by my mental fault?

Ah I cried cried

It’s a painful painful thing

But I didn’t have enough wisdom for how to settle me

In retrospect, I must always have been a quite big trouble maker

Maybe many adults thought me hard to communicate with

But I never wanted be so

I wanted be an A-student

I’ve struggled with huge complex about this

Then now, I’m going to know how to go well

Gradually I became able to guess what one’s thinking of

From a trouble maker to a psychologist of a sort

It’s a moon landing like advancement for me

But even now I may be running in a maze

Always being faced by a permanent theme of

Beating bad me

Beating bad me

Yes even now I’m always struggling with a lot of things

I need to keep this theme in my mind to avoid causing the same kind of troubles

Beating bad me

Increasing good me

It’s about me

Not cool, shameful tale

What I said 'cause it was funny

Made someone angry

What I said 'cause that was cool

Hurt someone’s feeling

Now I’m being careful in choosing words

To avoid misunderstanding

But when I was so young

I was not wise enough

All the things I intended were jokes or cool words

But the things I said made cracks in relationships

Ah I cried cried

It’s a painful painful thing

But I didn’t have enough wisdom for how to settle me

Did all the problems I faced happen 'cause I was cruel?

Or were the problems I faced brought just by mistakes?

Ah I cried cried

It’s a painful painful thing

But I didn’t have enough wisdom for how to settle me

In retrospect, I couldn’t imagine how the one would react to my words

I was talking just in the way I wanted to say at that time

This was troublesome

Of course many troubles occurred

I started to take care of others’ minds

Then now, I think I became more sensitive about words

And I’m being careful not to let me too loose

Such piles of improvements have brought me peaceful state

It’s also moon landing like advancement for me

But even now I may be running in the maze

Always being faced by a permanent theme of

Beating bad me

Beating bad me

Yes even now I’m always struggling with a lot of things

I need to keep this theme in my mind to avoid causing the same kind of troubles

Beating bad me

Creating good me today