心を無にした時
ふと浮かんでくるものだったら音楽
生まれ変わっても
変わらず好きでいたいものだったら音楽
人生を賭けてやりたいと思える
唯一のものは音楽
生き甲斐なら音楽
死ぬ瞬間にも聴く音楽
これがなかったら
文字通りにもうしてる早仕舞
時間は経ったが
ハートは今でも全く変わりない
たかだか10分そこらの出番も
やっぱりかましたい
何故なら音楽が誰よりも好きだからだ当たり前に
思い出す空っぽだった当時の自分を
全く見当たらなかった生きる理由も
死ぬ方法だけ考え続けたずっと
そんな時に音楽が示してくれたんだ人生のルート
それから10年以上も経った今もなお続ける邁進
無口なかつてからは信じられないほどに重ねる配信
音楽がなければ仮に生きてたところで恐らく廃人
1人も友達いなかったのにフォロワーが増えてくIG
何故だか何かと大人は昔に戻りたがる
だが俺にはいわゆる青春ってものが一切そこにはなく
自分の命を自分の希望でやたらと殺したがる
でもそんな体験がいつしか他人を救える音に変わる
お前のことだ
苦しいならこの曲を聴きな
かつて音楽がしてくれたように救いに来た
何故だか何かとこの瞬間こそが最高に楽しいんだ
つまり俺の青春ならいつでも今
心を無にした時
ふと浮かんでくるものだったら音楽
生まれ変わっても
変わらず好きでいたいものだったら音楽
人生を賭けてやりたいと思える
唯一のものは音楽
生き甲斐なら音楽
死ぬ瞬間にも聴く音楽
これがなかったら
文字通りにもうしてる早仕舞
時間は経ったが
ハートは今でも全く変わりない
たかだか10分そこらの出番も
やっぱりかましたい
何故なら音楽が誰よりも好きだからだ当たり前に
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Recording Engineer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
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- Rap
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- Songwriter
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Listen to Ongaku by SXICIDE RYUSEI
Streaming / Download
- 1
At The Pier
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- 2
Nihonkai
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- 3
No Basics, No Application
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- 4
Red Eye
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- 5
Rikai
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Ongaku
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- 7
Life
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- 8
AS I AM
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SXICIDE RYUSEI releases his 8-track album JIBUNRASHISA.
Lead-gray skies, damp winds, and the raging Sea of Japan.
The album portrays the loneliness, inner conflict, pain of not fitting in, and the life that music alone managed to hold together within an atmosphere of suffocating isolation.
Built around UK rap-inspired production, the project reflects on both the self and others while expressing the belief that, despite everything, life is still beautiful.
The closing track, "JIBUNRASHISA," speaks to those who feel trapped by the idea of being "normal," delivering the line:
"Pain itself is proof that you're alive."
This is not music made to encourage people.
It is music made to affirm their existence.
Artist Profile
SXICIDE RYUSEI
SXICIDE RYUSEI is a rapper and producer hailing from Nagaoka City, Niigata Prefecture. His music transcends genre boundaries a quality underpinned by his vast breadth of knowledge and features lyrics rich in deep, narrative storytelling. With every track self-produced, he crafts a one of a kind world, leading some to describe his work as films for the ears. His fourth album, Ouroboros, stands as the definitive expression of his artistry. Told from the dual perspectives of a deceased friend and the protagonist seeking the truth behind that death, it has been hailed by many as a pinnacle of Japanese hip-hop. He is also highly regarded for his live performances; the staging he designs goes beyond the scope of a typical concert, evoking the atmosphere of a theatrical play or musical. Furthermore, his creative reach is extensive: he works as a mix and mastering engineer and provides artistic direction for young rappers within his home prefecture.
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