Lyric

The story I’ve always watched from afar

Is finally starting, right where we are

Will this world, filled with hope and light

Spread out before me, burning bright?

Something is different about today

I believed in a hopeful world, come what may

But the road is long and the path is dark

Where do I start? I’ve lost the spark. I wanna give up

I guess I’ve just gotta do what I can

Why does it hurt to be a man?

I don't know the answer, I don't know the way

Where is the hope that was promised today?

I just wanna go back to the past

Living like a fool, making it last

I just wanna play, without a single thought

I thought being an adult would be a breeze

But now I’m here, I’m falling to my knees

I thought a part-time job was enough for the pay

I thought cup noodles were fine for the day

Staring ahead, but I’m standing still

My life hasn't even started, against my will

They tell me "It’s the beginning," but I can't see

The light of hope that’s supposed to be for me

But maybe I’ll just go with the flow

Why am I starting to enjoy this show?

The right answer? I don’t even care anymore

A heart full of expectation starts to soar

I don't need to go back to being a child

I’ve learned the truth, through the waves so wild

I’ll just move forward

I thought being an adult would be a breeze

But now I’m here, I’m falling to my knees

I thought a part-time job was enough for the pay

I thought cup noodles were fine for the day

Staring ahead, but I’m standing still

My life hasn't even started, against my will

They tell me "It’s the beginning," but I can't see

The light of hope—it’s starting to flee

The childhood days were so good and sweet

Just playing and eating, life was complete

Now there’s too much to think about, all the time

Every thought turns to pain, in this climb

Is this really okay?

I thought being an adult would be a breeze

But now I know nothing, in this deep freeze

I thought a part-time job was enough for the pay

I thought cup noodles were fine for the day

Under the wide and open sky

My life hasn't even started, I don't know why

They tell me "It’s the beginning," but tell me true

Can you see the light of hope coming through?

A life that’s free, with no walls in sight

But I don’t know the answer to make it right

They say I can do anything, anything at all

But in the end, I can’t even crawl