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There's A Bitch Inside My Head

Marin Ishida

There's a bitch inside my head

That sounds like my anxiety got possessed

And snorted way too much cocaine

And it moved into my head

I can hear it singing off-key when I'm working

And doesn't go away

I imagine it looks like a half-baked pothead

That hasn't showered in five days

And it invited all of its friends

They've been leeching onto this place and are having

A party in my brain

And I can't evict this stupid bitch

'Cause therapy in Boston is also a bitch

Called in September, my appointment's in November

And my body's getting crowded with people

And things that are worse

My head is an apartment and my brain is for rent

My head is a compartment of the people everyone resents

In my head

There is a social climber

An emo singer

And a sexist wife-beater

There's an entitled motherfucker who is pushing 50

With a bad case of yellow fever

Head's an apartment for these piece of shit residents

All because

This bitch put my address out

Well I'm sorry for being inconvenient

And acting like an ass

But if it makes you feel better

I'll probably die younger

'Cause I'm killing my liver with absynthe

'Cause what else do you do to pass the time till your

Fucking appointment while a bitch is fucking up your

Brain

My head is an apartment and my brain is for rent

My head is a compartment of the people society resents

In my head

There's a compulsive liar

A drunk adviser

And a flat earth theory believer

There's an entitled motherfucker who loses the nice act

When they get rejected

My head is an apartment for these piece of shit residents

All because

This bitch put my address out

There's a bitch inside my head

I told my friend I wish he were dead

There's a bitch inside my head

I told my murderer, "go ahead"

My head is an apartment and my brain is for rent

My head is a compartment of the people everyone resents

My head is an apartment and my brain is for rent

My head is a compartment of the people society resents

All because

This bitch put my address out

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What I’ve always loved about music is that it always magically aligned itself with my life in some way. The songs on “Registered Myth” were selected based on the common themes they tackle; the dangers of romanticizing yourself, the loss of innocence as well as the ability to blindly believe, the acceptance of chaos and surrender of self-worth, and the rare moments of wisdom that pull you out just in time before you fall in too deep.
When I wrote these songs, I didn’t know who, what, or where I wanted to be after seeing the adult world didn’t work exactly how I imagined it. I had no idea what the thoughts I was putting into music were trying to say nor did I notice I was leaning on songwriting to process my emotions. It was like walking into your everyday enchanted forest where you expect fairies, nymphs, and princes, but you just see a bunch of humans wandering endlessly, everyone thinking the other is a mythical creature. So, you trick your eye into seeing yourself as the main character of an epic tale. You blissfully enjoy being chased by a prince who wants to break your curse, but once they do and they finally see you, you both realize you were only in love with the curse itself. You make dinner for the enchanted boy who visits you at midnight because his fascination excites you, knowing he won’t choose you in the end because you can never fully belong in his world. You ruin yourself on the inside and only let the beautiful scars show through, only to break down in paradise because nobody knows the real you. And when you finally escape the glass encasing of idealization, you’re still broken and a mess, but you’re not scared of seeing who you truly are. I hope when you listen to these songs you see a way out of your enchanted forest and find the courage to see yourself as a real person, not a just myth.

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  • Marin Ishida

    8月27日横浜生まれ おとめ座 O型 インターナショナルスクールを経て ​米国バークリー音楽院卒業、現代音楽作曲・プロダクションを学ぶ ​バイオリン、ピアノ、アコースティックギター、エレキギター、フレンチホルン、アルトサックスなど様々な楽器を演奏 ​現在は東京、横浜でソロ音楽活動中 ​DTM作曲講師も務める

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