Lyric

I am the one cursing myself

People are hungry to think themselves unhappy

I seem to have a stronger appetite for it than others

I am the one cursing myself

I am the one cursing myself

I love myself so much that I wanna be thoughtlessly unhappy

We are all numb to it

We overestimate ourselves

We are all numb to it

We overestimate ourselves

We are all numb to it

We overestimate ourselves

I, you, and everyone else overestimate ourselves

I paint with my own blood to fill in the holes of a life that has become tasteless and dry

I make up for the life I can't have

Will you continue to pretend to be unhappy even if you are the last person in the world?

No one is looking at you

Meaningless self-bondage

Now everything is possible, we are no longer satisfied with the ordinary

This alienation is the only thing that makes me love myself

This is the only way to maintain my ego

I'm too attached to my isolation to get out of this situation

I am cursed with alienation