小さくとも
罠を感じてしまう
同情を集め
被害者だと思いこんで いるのかもね
疑い深くなったのではなく
分かってしまう
偽装されてる 善意めいて
無意識なの？ その欺瞞
哀しい？ 違う？
ただ観察したいだけ
ショッキングな設定
殊更に禁忌を美化し
理不尽に揺さぶる
神を口実に利用する？
なんて 罪深い
Manipulation
疑い深くなったのではなく
分かってしまう
偽装されてる 善意めいて
無意識なの？ その欺瞞
哀しい？ 違う？
ただ観察したいだけ
唄うか、それは分からない
何故 こんな歌詞を 書いてるのか
どうでもいいのに
多分、ただ、古傷を癒やすため
誰かの痛みに 寄りそうため
明るさではなく どんよりと
心は希望に満ち
楽しさと幸せ 噛みしめているけど
光も闇も影も
全部 抱きしめているから
- Lyricist
Tsukineko Yumeya
- Composer
Tsukineko Yumeya
- Producer
Tsukineko Yumeya
- Vocals
Tsukineko Yumeya
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I Don't Know If I'll Sing It
Tsukineko Yumeya
"I Don't Know If I'll Sing It" is a song written
not from despair, but from awareness.
It is not about becoming suspicious--
it is about recognizing disguised goodwill
and unspoken manipulation through experience.
With dark Egyptian techno textures and restrained vocals,
the song observes rather than accuses,
questions rather than condemns.
Even while the heart remains full of joy and hope,
this piece acknowledges that light, darkness, and shadow
can coexist--
and that healing sometimes happens
in the quiet, heavy air between them.
Artist Profile
Tsukineko Yumeya
Multisensory Aphantasic Creator Yumeya Tsukineko I am a creator living with multisensory aphantasia, a condition in which no sensory imagery-visual, auditory, or otherwise-appears in the mind. There are no inner pictures and no inner sound. What I have instead are structures of language, echoes of emotion, and the quiet presence of the Deep Layer World. Through collaboration with AI, I translate this unseen inner universe into external worlds-- lyrics becoming music, music becoming AI-animated films, and fragments of words becoming light. My works are all expressions of the invisible being brought into form. Because I have no internal imagery, words become the "first light," guiding the entire creative process. On the first anniversary of my YouTube activities, I embrace this identity fully: Multisensory Aphantasic Creator Yumeya Tsukineko May the unseen words and unheard worlds find their way to you. (Illustration: PixAI & PixAI_Tsubaki)
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