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Searching for You, Who Are Not Here

Vivi Yunagi

Half awake, half erased

白い夢に沈む face

Was it love, was it déjà vu?

目を閉じるたび戻る you

うすあかりに溶ける room

現実なのか、まだ白夢

I reach out slow, but touch right through

そこにいたはずの君がいない

Four in the morning, ceiling turning pearl

I’m caught in the crease of a half-made world

カーテンの隙間 滲んだ輪郭

聞こえるはずがない君の寝息

Blank sheets, cold feet, no clear scene

Your side of the mattress stays too clean

昨日と夢の境目がない

起きれば終わる、でも覚めたくない

I saw you standing by the bedroom door

Same loose hair, same shirt you wore

名前を呼べば微笑んで

次の瞬間には幻に消える

Mind skips, time slips, lips form lies

“I’m over it now” while I close my eyes

忘れたようで鮮明になる瞬間

君の仕草だけ高解像度で浮かぶ No fantasy

This grief got weight

It sits in my lungs till I breathe too late

君を失くした事実

もう変わらない真実

Is this a memory dressed as a dream?

Or a dream wearing what we used to be?

触れた指先 冷たい空気

答えのないまま明るくなる景色

I know you’re gone, I know the truth

But truth gets thin in this pale blue room

目覚めるたびに

同じ結末を何度も見てる気がして

I still meet you where the night turns mute

You come back wearing the shape I knew

いない君を求めた白夢

Every goodbye gets blurred in blue

I wake with nothing but the scent of you

君がいないと知ってるのに

My sleeping heart won’t say goodbye

White dream, don’t break yet

Let me stay where we first met

あと少しだけ そばにいて

Before the room remembers me

Ah… fade slow, fade slow

君の声が遠くなる

Daylight leaks through a paper-thin blind

Cuts your outline from the back of my mind

テーブルの水 揺れてもないのに

君が通ったように見えた午前五時

I make one cup, then reach for two

Old reflexes keep rehearsing you

まだ捨てきれない君の痕跡が

進めてない自分の未練を示してて

Sleep deprivation, blurred translation

Love turned into hallucination

現実のほうが嘘くさくて

夢の君だけ妙にリアルで

You say the things you never said before

“I had to leave, but I loved you more”

そんな都合のいい台詞さえ聞けたら少し救われると思ってる

But every comfort comes counterfeit

A tender scene with a cruel exit

自分自身をなくした

幻をまだ愛したままで

Is this a memory shaped like a dream?

Or a dream holding what we used to be?

触れた頬 冷たい空気

答えのないままモノクロになる景色

I know you’re gone, I know it’s true

But truth turns thin in this faded blue room

目覚めるたびに

君がまだそばにいる気がして

I still meet you where the night turns mute

You come back wearing the shape I knew

いない君を求めた白夢

Every goodbye gets blurred in blue

抱きしめた瞬間 消えていく

I wake with nothing but the scent of you

君がいないと知ってるのに

My sleeping heart won’t say goodbye

White dream, hold your breath

Keep me one step from the end

目を開けたなら戻れない

So let the ceiling stay like sky

Ah… fade slow, fade slow

輪郭だけ白くなる

Maybe I don’t miss you, maybe I miss

The version of me your leaving dismissed

君の隣でしか知らなかった

自分まで一緒に消えた気がした

Maybe the dream is a rented room

Where grief wears perfume and calls it truth

眠っているあいだだけ

置き去りの時間が続きを持てる

I hate the mercy, I need the lie

I fear the moment the colors arrive

霞んでく窓を見ながら

また君が消えていくようで

終わった時間を巻き戻すように

何度も見る白夢

If waking means I lose you twice

Then let me live on the thinning line

忘れたようで鮮明になる瞬間

君の記憶が高解像度で蘇る No fantasy

Is this a memory dressed as a dream?

Or a dream wearing what we used to be?

触れた頬 冷たい空気

答えのないまま鮮やかに消えて

I know you’re gone, I know the truth

But truth gets thin in this pale blue room

目覚めるたびに

同じ結末を何度も見てる気がして

Is this a memory shaped like a dream?

Or a dream holding what we used to be?

夜と朝の間だけ会えた君

もうさよならだねと言った君

I know you’re gone, I know it’s true

But truth turns thin in this faded blue room

目覚めるたびに

君がそばにいる気がして

IIs s this athis a memory dressed as a dream?

Or a dream wearing what we used

No final kiss, no final touch

触れれない幻の君はいつも優しく遠くで微笑んで

I know you’re gone, I know it’s true

But truth turns thin in this faded

君がいないと知りながら

君の幻を求めた白夢

もう戻らない わかってる

I let the dream rewrite goodbye

Half awake, fully alone

薄明かりが満たす home

Was it love, was it déjà vu?

夢の終わりに残る you

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    Vivi Yunagi

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    Vivi Yunagi

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