Lyric

Is this sight before me real, or just a trick of light?

I feel those eyes still burning through my skin

Is that shadow crawling closer from the edge of my mind?

I’m still fighting pressure I can’t define

Are those whispers tearing holes inside my chest?

Something’s spitting curses under every breath

Is this cold beneath my bones a truth I can’t escape?

Tell me — can I even trust

What I feel?

Even if I give in and believe it all

I can’t tell

If this is real or not

Like I’m shaking in a fever dream I can’t wake from

(I can't wake from)

Like I’m shaking in a fever dream I can’t wake from

Is this touch a ghost or someone reaching out for me?

I swear I feel a hand that isn’t there

Are you real, or am I screaming to the void again?

Talking to a memory that never cared

Even if I give in and believe it all

I can’t tell

If this is real or not

I’m starving for

The taste of cure

To pull me back

To who I am

To find the strength

To trust myself

Before I tear

The world apart

To stop the past

From dragging me

I’ll bite the now

And bleed it dry

I want to feel

These scars again

And know I’m real

— still breathing here

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