Lyric

死にたいと願うほど

I’m not that pure

生きたいと胸を張れるほど

I’m not that honest

どちらにも振り切れず

Standing in between

この中途半端さが

Kept me alive till now

朝　目が覚めて

I check the screen first

世界がまだ

Alive or not

通知がある

Guess I still exist

それだけで少し

I feel relieved

そんな自分を

I despise a little

でもその軽蔑すら

Not serious anymore

I used to believe in hearts

Too much, too deep

正しく悩めば

We would be saved

But the heart is tricky

Fragile, yet pretending strong

昨日壊れたはずなのに

It keeps going on

Live, live

My heart keeps telling me

命令口調で

Without a reason

Life is mandatory

Meaning is optional

こんな不公平な契約に

I never signed at all

悲しみは

Shared or meaningless

喜びは

Proved or nonexistent

説明できない感情は

Cut it down, cut it out

気づいたら

My heart went missing

Freedom is such

A careless word

失敗も孤独も

All mine, all mine

無限の選択肢

Endless choices

でも結果については

The world doesn’t care

Live, live

The sound won’t stop

律儀すぎるほど

It beats nonstop

Why is the duty to live

So one-sided?

Meaning comes later

If you want it

The face in the mirror

Looks just right

Not too broken

Not worth saving

Nobody gets hurt

That’s my role

誠実さを削って

I stay controllable

I’m not alive

Because of hope

I’m not standing

Because of despair

I just wanna see

How far this world

Can calmly

Wear people down

That’s all

That’s all

I didn’t lose my heart

I used it up

期待も　共感も

The future, the “maybe”

If my heart is somewhere

It’s beyond return

I wouldn’t know

How to use it anyway

So tonight again

Heartless, but correct

I live this way

Believing

That this is

The most honest way

To face this world