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My Sleepless Heart

Yu Notoya

Past hurts come back to life in the dark

I'm so scared of what's coming next

The more I think, the more I get lost

And my night just stays awake

Trapped in the same old hole again

My Sleepless Heart

Trapped and feeling down

Step out the door

But the wind sweeps the floor

Bad vibes, endless tasks

Piling up like a mountain

My sleepless heart is covered in scars

My sleepless heart

Turns to a cage of lead when I begin to doze

The dread of tomorrow

Always holds its grip on me

If only today could last forever

My sleepless heart

Sees the morning sun

And feels nothing but despair

But I pray to my own God

"Please, just for today"

I will hide all this dark energy inside

And step out into the world

私はこの世を嫌う

My stance は変わらないけど

配役の来ない

ステージの片隅で

尽きる果てだ

孤高の星の一部

笑うには色々と

妙に訳を欲しがる

だからこそ

病みを知り

誰もみない境地を得る

「何故?」が消えぬ

心のまま

日々が過ぎさる様

孤独の道

這いつくばる身

もう要らない

他人からの喜びは

The world says nothing to me

No one knows the right answers

Wrong is right, and right is wrong

If that's true, then who am I?

In the next life

I want to be nothing With no feelings at all

In the next life, I want to be nothing

Because my feelings are destroying me

But after everything, after all this time

I am still here

I am still alive

眠れない心のまま

朝日を見つめては

絶望に沈み

祈る日々

この黒い衝動を胸に閉じ込めて

  • Lyricist

    Yu Notoya

  • Composer

    Yu Notoya

  • Producer

    Yu Notoya

  • Co-Producer

    Junko Notoya

  • Vocals

    Yu Notoya

  • Background Vocals

    Yu Notoya

  • Piano

    Junko Notoya

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    My Sleepless Heart

    Yu Notoya

過去の傷跡や未来への不安に苛まれ、眠れない夜を過ごす現代人のリアルな心の軋みを切り取ったエモーショナルな一曲。
本作は英詞を中心に展開される葛藤のなか、突如として挿入される日本語のフレーズが、主人公の孤独なまいを鮮烈に浮かび上がらせる。
「感情」という重荷に壊されかけ、「来世は虚無がいい」と願いながらも、最後には「私はまだここに生きている」と泥を払うような生への執着。絶望の朝焼けのなか、内に秘めた負のエネルギーを社会を生き抜くための糧へと変えて一歩を踏み出す、すべての人に寄り添うダークで力強いナンバーとなっている。

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  • Yu Notoya

    Singer-songwriter / Drummer A rhythmic journey that began at 10, evolving into songwriting at 17. Now balancing the beat as the drummer for Spiky Clown and TAMADAN, while carving out a unique path as a solo artist. Discography: 1st Single: Phalaenopsis (Oct 2024) 2nd Single: Yabusame (Dec 2024) Spice (Short Ver.) (July 2025) 3rd Single: Thankful (Nov 2025) "May this music find its way to anyone standing on the edge of despair, just as I once was."

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