

Past hurts come back to life in the dark
I'm so scared of what's coming next
The more I think, the more I get lost
And my night just stays awake
Trapped in the same old hole again
My Sleepless Heart
Trapped and feeling down
Step out the door
But the wind sweeps the floor
Bad vibes, endless tasks
Piling up like a mountain
My sleepless heart is covered in scars
My sleepless heart
Turns to a cage of lead when I begin to doze
The dread of tomorrow
Always holds its grip on me
If only today could last forever
My sleepless heart
Sees the morning sun
And feels nothing but despair
But I pray to my own God
"Please, just for today"
I will hide all this dark energy inside
And step out into the world
私はこの世を嫌う
My stance は変わらないけど
配役の来ない
ステージの片隅で
尽きる果てだ
孤高の星の一部
笑うには色々と
妙に訳を欲しがる
だからこそ
病みを知り
誰もみない境地を得る
「何故?」が消えぬ
心のまま
日々が過ぎさる様
孤独の道
這いつくばる身
もう要らない
他人からの喜びは
The world says nothing to me
No one knows the right answers
Wrong is right, and right is wrong
If that's true, then who am I?
In the next life
I want to be nothing With no feelings at all
In the next life, I want to be nothing
Because my feelings are destroying me
But after everything, after all this time
I am still here
I am still alive
眠れない心のまま
朝日を見つめては
絶望に沈み
祈る日々
この黒い衝動を胸に閉じ込めて
- Lyricist
Yu Notoya
- Composer
Yu Notoya
- Producer
Yu Notoya
- Co-Producer
Junko Notoya
- Vocals
Yu Notoya
- Background Vocals
Yu Notoya
- Piano
Junko Notoya

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My Sleepless Heart
Yu Notoya
過去の傷跡や未来への不安に苛まれ、眠れない夜を過ごす現代人のリアルな心の軋みを切り取ったエモーショナルな一曲。
本作は英詞を中心に展開される葛藤のなか、突如として挿入される日本語のフレーズが、主人公の孤独なまいを鮮烈に浮かび上がらせる。
「感情」という重荷に壊されかけ、「来世は虚無がいい」と願いながらも、最後には「私はまだここに生きている」と泥を払うような生への執着。絶望の朝焼けのなか、内に秘めた負のエネルギーを社会を生き抜くための糧へと変えて一歩を踏み出す、すべての人に寄り添うダークで力強いナンバーとなっている。
Artist Profile
Yu Notoya
Singer-songwriter / Drummer A rhythmic journey that began at 10, evolving into songwriting at 17. Now balancing the beat as the drummer for Spiky Clown and TAMADAN, while carving out a unique path as a solo artist. Discography: 1st Single: Phalaenopsis (Oct 2024) 2nd Single: Yabusame (Dec 2024) Spice (Short Ver.) (July 2025) 3rd Single: Thankful (Nov 2025) "May this music find its way to anyone standing on the edge of despair, just as I once was."
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