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To my dearest grandma (To my dearest grandma)

JOKER

Hey, you lazy Japanese bastards, this is no time to be having sex. Listen to my track!

The hands of the clock never stop

But in my memories, you’re still the same as you were that day

The last Rolex left in the store that day

Now it’s become a keepsake—the one thing you left behind

I have a watch on my wrist, but I can’t turn back time

Your voice is in my head, forever in my heart

When I was a child, I held your tiny hand

Now your arms are thinner than mine, and the years keep rushing by

Time is cruel, but it treats everyone the same

Youth fades away, but I still remember your name

“Are you doing okay?” “Have you eaten properly?”

Those ordinary words still remain with me

Back then, I took them for granted; I never thought they were something to treasure

Now every one of those memories is more precious than anything

The reason I left Tokyo was because I wanted to protect you

I couldn’t just stand there and watch time slowly take you away

There were nights when I doubted my own dreams

But whenever nothing seemed to go right, you pushed me forward

If I could turn back time, I’d tell you just one more time

From the bottom of my heart: kamsahamnida

No matter how far away I am, no matter how much time passes

All I want is to be by your side

Because that’s where I belong

I couldn’t come home because I was still working

That rainy morning, you followed me all the way to the front door

Grandma, that scene is still burned into my mind

When I close my eyes, I can still see that day

I still have dreams I want to chase

But I’ll never forget the love you gave me

You gave me this life

You gave me light

When I was lost, you gave me the strength to keep fighting

Grandma, don’t cry; there’s no need for tears tonight

Just smile and call my name one more time

When I finally become strong enough to stand on my own

I’ll be the one to hold your hand

Grandma, you never know when life will come to an end

That’s why even the words “See you later” can feel frightening

At the hospital, I was told—you had only three days left

Overwhelmed by the shock, fear, and pain, I took too much medicine

After I hung up the phone, the room fell silent

Even the walls were quiet, leaving nothing but silence against my will

I kept thinking

“I should have talked to you more”

I should have told you how I felt before I closed the door

I’m awkward and stubborn, and I’ve never been good at putting my feelings into words

Even when I was beside you, I couldn’t say “thank you”

But deep inside, every word is still there

Every memory is still flowing through my veins

You gave me a reason to stand up again

Even when life had beaten me down and losing began to feel comfortable

Whenever I heard you say, “It’s going to be okay,”

Your voice still echoes endlessly in my heart

If this song ever reaches heaven someday

I want it to reach you before anything else

There’s nothing more important to me than that

Nothing more precious than hearing you call my name

To me, you’re the greatest grandmother

You’ll forever be my pride

I want this song to remain in your heart forever

We can never go back to those days when it was just the two of us

There are still so many words I never said and things I wanted to do

Deep in my heart, “kamsahamnida” is still locked away

Thank you for every day you gave me, and for every breath of life

Grandma with the strongest heart, don’t cry tonight

Just smile and call my name beneath the light

If only I had been strong enough back then

Just as you protected me time and time again

I wanted to be the one to protect you

The hands of the clock never stop

Now you’re above the clouds, in heaven

I’ll carry your entire life within me

Your memories, your love, and your light

They will continue to shine

Rest peacefully, Grandma

You’ve done more than enough

You fought until the very end

From the bottom of my heart

Kamsahamnida

If we ever get the chance to be reborn

I want to live with you again

Just one more time. 감사합니다

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