金があるなら
金があるなら
金があるなら
「いつもありがとう」
なんて言っても
大事なのは
行動で示すこと
怯えてる寿命
膝も腰も
悪くなってる
治したいよ
なんでそんなに美しい思想なの？
なんでそんなに強い心なの？
なんでそんなかっこいいの？
なんでこんな僕は出来損ないなの？
僕が自分を卑下してるのは
前向きな理由でもあるんだ
申し訳ないとは思ってるよ
だからもっと言葉を探すよ
1Kの狭い部屋で冒険
人生では何度も転んで
心配ばっかりかけたよね
改めて言う「本当ごめんね」
大切にしてる僕の価値観
大切にしなきゃ生きれないから
望んで得たものではなかった
でもそれのおかげで息してるんだ
根本的な部分を学んだよ
心から思ってる「ありがとう」
今度は僕が支える番だよ
もう一度言う「ありがとう」
金があるならママに使いたい
罪滅ぼしじゃなく恩返し
金があるならママに使いたい
望む家だって買ってあげるよ
金があるなら
金があるなら
金があるなら
ママに使いたい
ママのために使えなかった
僕の言葉と愛と初任給
ママのために持ち帰りたかった
インターハイ優勝のマイル
思い返す後悔は多い
それでもママはいつも通り
きっと不安だけど信じてくれる
僕がする音楽への投資
稼いだ金でご飯に連れてったら
きっとタバコも美味く感じる
稼いだ金で安心させられたら
きっと僕は自分を誇れる
僕は捻くれて育った
僕は不安にさせる子だった
でもこれは言えるんだよ
僕はママの子どもでよかった
金があるならママに使いたい
罪滅ぼしじゃなく恩返し
金があるならママに使いたい
医療費だって全部払うよ
金があるなら
金があるなら
金があるなら
ママに使いたい
- Lyricist
Emo Station
- Composer
Emo Station
- Producer
Emo Station
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- Mixing Engineer
Emo Station
- Mastering Engineer
Emo Station
- Graphic Design
Emo Station
- Drums
Emo Station
- Synthesizer
Emo Station
- Vocals
Emo Station
- Songwriter
Emo Station
Listen to If I Had the Money by Emo Station
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If I Had the Money
Emo Station
"If I Had the Money" isn't about wealth.
It's about gratitude becoming action.
Saying "thank you" is important.
But someday, I want to say it with a home, a meal, paid medical bills, and the peace of knowing my mother no longer has to worry.
This isn't a song about regret.
It's a promise to give back.
Not because I owe a debt,
but because I was loved enough to make it this far.
Artist Profile
Emo Station
Emo Station is an artist and producer based in Yokohama, Japan. Moving across Hyperpop, Emo Rap, Glitchcore, Ambient, Electronic, and other genres, Emo Station works in a fully DIY style, handling lyrics, composition, beat production, recording, mixing, and mastering independently. The work begins with things actually observed and experienced in everyday life: memory, distance, solitude, trust, the body, life and death, and emotions that cannot always be fully translated into words. Rather than reducing these experiences to a single conclusion, Emo Station preserves them in music as they appeared and felt at a particular moment. Fluctuation is one important element of this approach. Instead of forcing things into black or white, the work often explores what exists in between, as well as feelings and perceptions that continue to change over time. After developing schizophrenia in 2021 and later experiencing periods of hospitalization, Emo Station continued to rebuild and expand a creative practice. These experiences remain part of the background of the work, but they do not define the entire story. Ordinary days, small observations, humor, and seemingly insignificant moments are treated with the same importance. Beyond music, Emo Station also works across different forms of expression, including the AI-assisted music project Misery, the fashion brand forM, and independently developed games. For Emo Station, art is not necessarily a way to provide answers. It is a way to document what was there at a particular moment. The work continues to change, while remaining grounded in one principle: being honest with one's own perception.
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