金があるなら
金があるなら
金があるなら
「いつもありがとう」
なんて言っても
大事なのは
行動で示すこと
怯えてる寿命
膝も腰も
悪くなってる
治したいよ
なんでそんなに美しい思想なの？
なんでそんなに強い心なの？
なんでそんなかっこいいの？
なんでこんな僕は出来損ないなの？
僕が自分を卑下してるのは
前向きな理由でもあるんだ
申し訳ないとは思ってるよ
だからもっと言葉を探すよ
1Kの狭い部屋で冒険
人生では何度も転んで
心配ばっかりかけたよね
改めて言う「本当ごめんね」
大切にしてる僕の価値観
大切にしなきゃ生きれないから
望んで得たものではなかった
でもそれのおかげで息してるんだ
根本的な部分を学んだよ
心から思ってる「ありがとう」
今度は僕が支える番だよ
もう一度言う「ありがとう」
金があるならママに使いたい
罪滅ぼしじゃなく恩返し
金があるならママに使いたい
望む家だって買ってあげるよ
金があるなら
金があるなら
金があるなら
ママに使いたい
ママのために使えなかった
僕の言葉と愛と初任給
ママのために持ち帰りたかった
インターハイ優勝のマイル
思い返す後悔は多い
それでもママはいつも通り
きっと不安だけど信じてくれる
僕がする音楽への投資
稼いだ金でご飯に連れてったら
きっとタバコも美味く感じる
稼いだ金で安心させられたら
きっと僕は自分を誇れる
僕は捻くれて育った
僕は不安にさせる子だった
でもこれは言えるんだよ
僕はママの子どもでよかった
金があるならママに使いたい
罪滅ぼしじゃなく恩返し
金があるならママに使いたい
医療費だって全部払うよ
金があるなら
金があるなら
金があるなら
ママに使いたい
- Lyricist
Emo Station
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Listen to If I Had the Money by Emo Station
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If I Had the Money
Emo Station
"If I Had the Money" isn't about wealth.
It's about gratitude becoming action.
Saying "thank you" is important.
But someday, I want to say it with a home, a meal, paid medical bills, and the peace of knowing my mother no longer has to worry.
This isn't a song about regret.
It's a promise to give back.
Not because I owe a debt,
but because I was loved enough to make it this far.
Artist Profile
Emo Station
An alternative, Hyperpop, and emo rap artist and producer based in Yokohama, Kanagawa, Japan. Operating under a complete DIY ethos, Emo Station handles every single aspect of production from songwriting and beat making to complex engineering, mixing, and mastering. Deconstructing the boundaries of all genres, including Emo and Hyperpop, he crafts a distinctive digital soundscape reshaped by his own unique aesthetic. Navigating neurodivergent challenges with ADHD and ASD, he survived a severe crisis: the onset of schizophrenia in 2021, a paralyzing battle with heavy substance dependency, and a subsequent stay in a closed psychiatric ward following a life-threatening fall. Having made a definitive return to life, his legendary prolificacy with over 160 tracks already dropped under his past monographs, including M boy has evolved into an unyielding resolve as the brand-new Emo Station. From May to September 2026, he is executing an unprecedented campaign, dropping a staggering a lot of tracks (21 singles, 3 EPs, 5 albums and 2 inst albums) consecutively every single Wednesday and Friday. The absolute core of his artistry is Yuragi (the unstable fluctuation) the profound gray area that drifts between life and death, light and shadow, raw human voice, and digital noise. Guided by this singular philosophy, he expands his vision multi dimensionally through his anonymous AI music project Misery and his avant-garde fashion brand forM Born from the ashes of dark, agonizing nights, his music captures a rare, unfiltered glimpse of modern salvation and everyday love. This is a visceral living documentary of a creator rising from the depths, armed only with technology, sound, and a relentless will to live.
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