歌詞

Once I get home

I can’t stand every single moment

He grows more and more

I need to kill that monster of fear

I feed him in my bedroom instead

I wish I had you here if I was visible

I was likely to call your name

But it didn’t make a sound

I know only time will cure but you won’t

Now my hands are still cold

I gotta go through all that I don’t wanna remember

Over and over

I hate myself begging for forgiveness

But I’m too sorry for my excuse

I wish I had you here if I was visible

I was likely to call your name

But it didn’t make a sound

Somehow I shut up and smile

I’m okay I’m wrong

My heart is numb

I wish I had you here if I was visible

I was likely to call your name

But it didn’t make a sound

I know only time will cure but you won’t

Now my hands are still cold