

Beautiful white dress
Scarlet rouge
Lovely lingerie
Make up my face
Put on a skirt
And I am walking around the town
My favourite is colourful mini skirt
Draw a breath dreamily
Then everybody pretend to not mind me
But they may tell somebody “I saw a monster”
I don’t regret I am a man
I don’t have a trick of disguise as a woman (That is just performance)
I don’t like violence
But you smack me by your erect penis
You need a cure for our descendent
Please don’t give me a horrible nightmare
I need more strength
This is a real・・・
My long hair, my effeminate voice are easy to get a label of homo
Beyond question, I sometimes need male body
Want male body
La la la
I will not be saved and I’m alone
I’m crying, laughing
Having strawberries in a basket
Disagreeable Venuses are dancing today
A noble and handsome prince leads me by the hand
Don’t stop the story
My father
My mother
I’m sorry
I’ll choose freedom
La la la
Nobody saves me
I’m swimming in a huge void
This is my own void
- Lyricist
Takashi Matsuyama
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Synthesizer
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- Vocals
Takashi Matsuyama
- Background Vocals
Takashi Matsuyama
- Piano
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Listen to My own void by Takashi Matsuyama
Streaming / Download
- 1
Self-portrait 20110804-20130730
Takashi Matsuyama
- 2
Out, one eye, one ear
Takashi Matsuyama
- 3
Need your gun
Takashi Matsuyama
- 4
Cycle (feat. Mats Varima)
Takashi Matsuyama
- 5
Talk about old times
Takashi Matsuyama
- 6
9 images and vortex I
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- 7
9 images and vortex II
Takashi Matsuyama
- 8
Gender
Takashi Matsuyama
- 9
No same
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- ⚫︎
My own void
Takashi Matsuyama
E - 11
Blinking
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- 12
Kill my DNA
Takashi Matsuyama
- 13
Individual
Takashi Matsuyama
- 14
Shape of man
Takashi Matsuyama