歌詞

I thought that we could still be friends

Guess I was lying to myself

I can’t sit here and watch you smile

Like I don’t want you for myself

I thought that time would make it easy

That I could love you less somehow

But seeing you again just made me realize

We can’t even be friends now

You asked me how I’ve been

I said, “I’m good, it’s been a while”

We talked about the little things

Like strangers learning how to smile

You told me ’bout your new apartment

I told you work has been alright

But every word felt so damn normal

While I was breaking up inside

I tried not to look too long

Tried not to notice what had changed

But you still laugh the same damn way

And I still feel the same

Maybe I was stupid thinking

I could keep you in my life

Just without the kissing

Without calling you mine

I thought that we could still be friends

Guess I was lying to myself

I can’t sit here and watch you smile

Like I don’t want you for myself

I thought that time would make it easy

That I could love you less somehow

But seeing you again just made me realize

We can’t even be friends now

You said, “We should do this again”

And I almost said okay

But I know I’d spend the whole night after

Reading into everything you say

If you tell me that you met somebody

I know I’d pretend I’m fine

Ask what he’s like, then go back home

And hate him in my mind

I don’t wanna be the friend

You call when something goes wrong

I don’t wanna hear you say you love him

While I still wish you were mine

Maybe losing you completely

Is the only way I heal

’Cause having half of you around

Just makes me want what used to be real

I thought that we could still be friends

Guess I was lying to myself

I can’t sit here and watch you smile

Like I don’t want you for myself

I thought that time would make it easy

That I could love you less somehow

But seeing you again just made me realize

We can’t even be friends now

So if I stop replying

Please don’t think I hate you

I’m just trying not to love you

The way I still do

And if we pass each other someday

Maybe I’ll finally be okay

Maybe I can smile and mean it

Maybe I won’t wish you stayed

But not today

I thought that we could still be friends

But I still want you way too much

I can’t turn everything we had

Into a casual kind of love

I thought that we could still be friends

But I still want you way too much

I can’t turn everything we had

Into a casual kind of love

Maybe someday it’ll be different

Maybe your name won’t hurt somehow

But seeing you again just made me realize

I don’t know how to be your friend now