Lyric

Like a butterfly seeking for delicious honey

Like the rain that speaks enchanting pleas Shoot it into my heart, yeah, say it to me

An endless mind circle of being White and Black

Hey listen, before I even knew it

I had no choice but to be addicted

I’m struggling, it's clearly a problem

But harmful things are just so freakin’ good. It's bad, gotta do something about it PTSD’s come and go like BAN BAN BAN It's tedious, can't be helped anymore Understanders are superficial today

Hey listen, before I even knew it

I was stepping on a landmine

So visible, it’s clearly cunning

The Fool now take the place of the Sage

It's tough, but you know : good thing bad thing If there's regret, go for the light

Quite fitting nah’? Such pitiful life

You can cry all you want but you can’t stop

Can’t erase can’t replace, those archives

It won’t stop it can’t stop, this survival

Contrary to my confused paroles, oh yeah’ I am on the edge, I’m just a scattered flower

If there is any meaning to repeating this long and harsh “treatment-like” of a life Then, go ahead and bet your life on it that there is at least a future together

But every time I get sick of it and reset it, my heart just starts to hurt again and again I started to accept my redemption as it is in a World without any Gods

Like a butterfly seeking for delicious honey

Like the rain that speaks enchanting pleas Shoot it into my heart, yeah, say it to me

An endless mind circle of being White and Black

AAH fuck it I’m going crazy

I can’t accept it, you’re keeping serene

I was just about to realize my dream

The catch-me catch-you game won’t end it here

A Liar’s Game without any ending All those pretty words now feel silly Even so, the bullet, yeah’ I ate it And so I danced to absurdity

I need you, I want you, I can’t say it

Nonsense, zero-sense, absolution

All those words that I kept for myself are now all over the place, What a stupid naive person

If there is any value for you holding onto and arrogant B-rated of a fairy tale

Do not try to ignore me and please invite me to a future where I will belong

But every time I try to honestly smile at the same time my wounds keeps hurting me more and more

I started to accept my judgment as it is and jumped into a World with no end

Like a butterfly seeking for delicious honey

Like the rain that speaks enchanting pleas Shoot it into my heart, yeah, say it to me

An endless mind circle of being White and Black