Lyric

I can’t let go still

If I do it becomes real

Was there something I could’ve said

You was far from perfect

When you was around I used to hang on to your every word

You made it feel like life was worth it

But now that you gone I see you just as another person

You far from perfect

Every good memory now stays with me like a scar

I don’t know if I miss you cause you ain’t around or I’m more pissed off

At the fact that you coulda done better

You coulda put up a fight

From the moment you landed in that hospital bed

It’s like you already gave up on life

All I know is that ain’t the way to go that ain’t way

You was so caught up wit yo own shit that you couldn’t see the people that loved you regardless

Fuckin heartless

And I keep thinkin’ back to the time that you asked me if you owe me something

Nah man you don’t owe me nothing

But you owed it to yo god damn self

Love the way it start

But hate how it ended

How many things have I said to regret it

No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard, I try

I’m far from perfect

Caught up with my own emotions that it’s hard to see that you was hurting

You was in pain

And all you wanted was me to be there, when you was at your lowest

I know it

I’m sorry I couldn’t say sorry when you needed to hear it the most

Let you know that you ain’t alone

I’m far from perfect

And I put myself first

But I’m not gonna let all this negative paint over all the good we had

The way you know how to make a motherfucker laugh

Like if you said 大丈夫 I felt like I could get past

I remember driving and you called me

I didn’t pick up