Lyric

I don’t know the reason why this fear keeps chasing me day and night

So I throw it into the chaos of my life

Just to keep myself alive

Sleep, food, movement—out of control

Yet somehow I look the same, I’m told

It’s laughable, really, how well I play the role like nothing’s wrong at all

I ran out of that magic pill

That made me stop caring, made me feel still

I lost the keychain spell I bought online

My last lifeline

It’s all over

Every passerby whispers in my ear:

“You don’t deserve to be here”

I found that magic pill again

Now my mind is wrapped in webs and chains

And the spiders guard me, numb and tight

I think I’m alright

I'm completely alright