ヨレヨレヨレヨレアセアセのTシャツを
でかくて薄くて全く映えないTシャツを
得意げに被って笑って見せた
笑い返す君の顔が遠く遠く遠い
そばにいたかった!!
ごめんねももうただの記号だ
ありがとうはもうただのポーズだ
何言ったってもう意味ない
形だけ整えたってさ
3ヶ月前はさ、壊れるはずがなかった生活が今ここで
バラバラに割れて散っている
拾いあげて指を切る
ちゃんと痛い痛いなあもう
赤い赤い血を吸う
君もちゃんと痛いんかな
ヨレヨレヨレヨレアセアセのTシャツを
でかくて薄くて全く映えないTシャツを
着て賑わう街 彷徨う私 を君は知る由もない
やっぱ意味ないな こんなこと
あー、嫌いって言われた方が楽だった
また1から幸せを探すなんて正直面倒臭い
それでもどこかに歩いていかなきゃならない
そういう風にできてる
だからそういうふうにできるはず
今さら私を
包み込んでいる
色褪せた布切れ
ヨレヨレヨレヨレアセアセの生活を
深夜に抜け出しコンビニに向かう二人を
また思い出す 何も無い日々
むくれる私を上手に
なだめる君がまだ焼き付いて
離れないよ
意味あることだけ集めたら
意味ある人生になるのかな?
君と集めた意味ないことが
光って光って止まない
この先の人生から跡形もなく消える君へ
価値観なんて言葉に負けないよ
私はまた人を好きになるよ
アメアメヤメヤメカゼフケよ 大丈夫よ
ヨレヨレヨレヨレアセアセの生活よ
着て賑わう街 手繋ぐ二人
戻れないけどそれがいい
そばにいたかった好きだった
大好きだった
明日から違う私の世界が広がってく
新しい靴を履く
ソラハレバレイマオイカゼフクヨ
まだまだ長い道を歩く
- Lyricist
ToudaiAka
- Composer
ToudaiAka
- Recording Engineer
Deer3
- Mixing Engineer
Deer3
- Mastering Engineer
Deer3
- Vocals
ToudaiAka
- Choir
ToudaiAka
Listen to XL by ToudaiAka
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XL
ToudaiAka
A positive song to put heartbreak behind you.
I wrote about the main character struggling to move forward after a big love affair with his memories, and how he accepts everything without denying that he has fallen in love and starts anew.
Building a new life requires a lot of physical and mental strength. I would like you to use this song to organize your mind. I sincerely hope that people who have worked hard to fulfill one love will listen to this song, recover, and find an even more wonderful love.
This is the second work released in three consecutive months. The third work is scheduled to be released in late December.
Artist Profile
ToudaiAka
Born in Nagano Prefecture, spent his university years in Kyoto. A singer-songwriter who is currently active on SNS such as Youtube (60,000 channel subscribers). It is characterized by delicate and unique lyrics that focus on the "heart" and catchy, colorful melodies. He is involved in a wide range of activities, including songwriting, composing, arranging, video editing, illustration, and website management. With her unique singing voice, she sings everything from ballads to pop songs, expressing the feelings of troubled people. He is also active as a member of the creator group "WHITEBOX", which has over 500,000 YouTube subscribers. It is currently attracting a lot of attention, especially among men and women of the same generation.
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