Lyric

I saw through you, you

I broke and faded too, me, me

Softly erased a little red

Would it make me beautiful instead?

Did I lose all my colors, turn to grey?

Things that break somehow feel okay

What did I do yesterday?

What did I do today?

Nothing I saw stays

Guess it’s past its shelf life anyway

This thread I sew, I want it more

These hands I dyed, I want them more

Erased, I erased, tainted, I tainted

But nothing left, nothing at all

A charm that’s faded a bit

Rusting, rotting, I don’t need it

Again and again, surely

Do it once more, no turning back, really

Oh, how strange it feels

I don’t want to look behind

What should I do tomorrow?

What about the day after?

No joy in now, none at all

Yeah, that’s what I say

Crossed this line, I want it more

New friends I’ve found, I want them more

Cried, made cry, snapped, got snapped

I won’t do that anymore

Lost again, gone

Weeks I held onto you alone

Voices came out, tears blurred

I look forward

I take the lead now

If I wither away

Please give me a blessing

Back to where I began

Tell me to stop

Can’t quietly watch over

I raise my hand

Faded past, yet

I return to those nostalgic days

Say it, know it, cry it, go mad

Go to places unseen on maps

Say the meaningless things

Stand on cliffs about to crumble

Clearly fading away

Twisted feelings, I want them more

Unending thoughts, I want them more

I wanted to throw them at you

Falling, found, pretending strong

Ah…