

I always thought that my own needs were the only ones that really mattered
I never stopped to listen to the quiet words your tried to say to me
My pride was like a heavy wall that kept your loving heart so far away
I took your kindness for granted and I broke the promises that I made
Now I am standing in this empty room where your laughter used to echo loud
The silence this me harder than the angry words we shouted in the dark
If only
I had been more honest with my feelings
If only
I realized how much you meant to me sooner
If only
I hadn't let go of your hand that day
If only...If only...If only
I see The ghost of your sweet smile in every single place I go alone
If I could only turn back time, I would choose to hold your close and be kind
But now I understand too late that love is something your must give to keep
I'm sorry for the selfish man I was when your were still right by my side
If only
I had been more honest with my feelings
If only
I realized how much you meant to me sooner
If only
I hadn't let go of your hand that day
If only your were here beside me right now
If only this was all just a bad dream, this were a lie
If only I knew then what I know now time could rewind
- Lyricist
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- Guitar
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Streaming / Download
- 1
Drive Me Crazy
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- 2
AMBITIOUS
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- 3
JORO SPIDEE
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- 4
Home guardian
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- 5
ENTENKA
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- 6
EVER FREE
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- 7
Last whistle
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if only...
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- 9
OLD ROCKER
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- 10
OCEAN
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- 11
The courage of the beginning
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- 12
Rock's
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Artist Profile
kyouju
It has been more than 30 years since I left my music career, and I have spent my time shutting down my dreams, but by encountering "AI" I found hope that "I can deliver my music even by myself", and in the summer of 2025, I started to move.
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