Socializing Front Cover

Lyric

playin'4real

Anxakid

(Bih, bih)

もうミリも遊びじゃない

これがダメなら全部終わり

残されている退路は死か真っ裸なろくでなし

裏を返せばこれが始まり?

ずっと分からない将来

俺でさえ知らなかった ここまでなんにも出来ない?

そういえば最初から これ遊びだった時間なんてない

汚い全部を美化して生きるためだった俺の昇華先 (Bih, bih)

気違ってる考え方 やることもそら血迷ってるわ

開いてる口 全部お金になる I playin'4real

好きでおかしくなったわけねえ

いい感じのマンション11階建て (の7階)

見たまんま中流階級 両親ちゃんと働いてる

姉は二十何歳か鬱病で職場転々として実家に帰ってくる

それ以下 俺は社会の一部になることさえ億劫 (Fuck)

週三座って人と会話するだけのアルバイト

俺こんなことも出来ないから 行くフリして友達の家転がり込む

絶対理解されない謎の確信だけが俺を抑え込む

節々出る 言動振る舞い思想全てが相違で分からんくなる (同じ血?)

でも俺を産み落として費やしてくれた金 どれ程に昇る? (何百何千万)

時間 金 沢山奪った俺がこんなん

バレたらどうなる

悲しませたくない

些細な人間味だけ半端に残ってるから親にだけまだ俺で居れず (Fuck)

まず産んだのはなんで? (Idk, why?)

両親に限ることじゃない

子を孕むというリスク 俺みたいなんが産まれた事実

気持ち悪い連鎖で成り立ってる世の中どうなってる

聞きたかったことが沢山 今となってはもう何も無い

もうミリも遊びじゃない

これがダメなら全部終わり

残されている退路は死か真っ裸なろくでなし

裏を返せばこれが始まり?

ずっと分からない将来

俺でさえ知らなかった ここまでなんにも出来ない?

そういえば最初から これ遊びだった時間なんてない

汚い全部を美化して生きるためだった俺の昇華先 (Bih, bih)

気違ってる考え方 やることもそら血迷ってるわ

開いてる口 全部お金になる I playin'4real

  • Lyricist

    Anxakid

  • Composer

    bucciuncommon

  • Producer

    bucciuncommon

  • Recording Engineer

    Anxakid

  • Mixing Engineer

    Anxakid

  • Mastering Engineer

    Anxakid

  • Rap

    Anxakid

  • Programming

    bucciuncommon

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He felt a strong disconnect between his surroundings, his emotions, and those around him. Before long, he found himself interacting with others through social constraints at every moment.
Day by day, he grew more thoughtful, considering others and acting based on what was rational. That was the life he chose. He kept losing sight of himself, eventually arriving at the belief that everything was predetermined by fate and that nothing he did mattered.
From the day his fear of death overpowered his desire to kill his empty, ugly self, he began using his body and nature to gain experiences that would fill the gaps in his humanity.
Though young and even foolish, for Anxakid now, it was all a path he chose, and every event held meaning.
March 22nd is Anxakid's birth date, and he turns 19 on the album's release day.
After experiencing everything, what path has Anxakid walked over these 18 years, and what does he think and how does he live now?
His past and present location are revealed without concealment.

Artist Profile

  • Anxakid

    An artist based in Sapporo, Hokkaido. Began producing music around 2022, and launched activities under the name "Anxakid" in 2025. In March 2026, released the album "Socializing" which vividly expresses both the journey taken so far and the extreme, humble, and radical mindset of a young Anxakid. While the style is uniquely difficult to define, it places strong emphasis on expression at its core. The lyrics and sound deeply infused with personal philosophy and way of life are gradually drawing more listeners in.

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