

(Bih, bih)
もうミリも遊びじゃない
これがダメなら全部終わり
残されている退路は死か真っ裸なろくでなし
裏を返せばこれが始まり?
ずっと分からない将来
俺でさえ知らなかった ここまでなんにも出来ない?
そういえば最初から これ遊びだった時間なんてない
汚い全部を美化して生きるためだった俺の昇華先 (Bih, bih)
気違ってる考え方 やることもそら血迷ってるわ
開いてる口 全部お金になる I playin'4real
好きでおかしくなったわけねえ
いい感じのマンション11階建て (の7階)
見たまんま中流階級 両親ちゃんと働いてる
姉は二十何歳か鬱病で職場転々として実家に帰ってくる
それ以下 俺は社会の一部になることさえ億劫 (Fuck)
週三座って人と会話するだけのアルバイト
俺こんなことも出来ないから 行くフリして友達の家転がり込む
絶対理解されない謎の確信だけが俺を抑え込む
節々出る 言動振る舞い思想全てが相違で分からんくなる (同じ血?)
でも俺を産み落として費やしてくれた金 どれ程に昇る? (何百何千万)
時間 金 沢山奪った俺がこんなん
バレたらどうなる
悲しませたくない
些細な人間味だけ半端に残ってるから親にだけまだ俺で居れず (Fuck)
まず産んだのはなんで? (Idk, why?)
両親に限ることじゃない
子を孕むというリスク 俺みたいなんが産まれた事実
気持ち悪い連鎖で成り立ってる世の中どうなってる
聞きたかったことが沢山 今となってはもう何も無い
もうミリも遊びじゃない
これがダメなら全部終わり
残されている退路は死か真っ裸なろくでなし
裏を返せばこれが始まり?
ずっと分からない将来
俺でさえ知らなかった ここまでなんにも出来ない?
そういえば最初から これ遊びだった時間なんてない
汚い全部を美化して生きるためだった俺の昇華先 (Bih, bih)
気違ってる考え方 やることもそら血迷ってるわ
開いてる口 全部お金になる I playin'4real
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Rap
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- Programming
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meme
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Artist
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Cash Back
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Ask for the moon
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Yocho
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Social Media
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to safe space (skit)
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playin'4real
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Blood (mean)
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thinking
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Susukino
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name
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mistrust of others
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laugh (skit)
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dontneed
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Chihiro
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3/22
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He felt a strong disconnect between his surroundings, his emotions, and those around him. Before long, he found himself interacting with others through social constraints at every moment.
Day by day, he grew more thoughtful, considering others and acting based on what was rational. That was the life he chose. He kept losing sight of himself, eventually arriving at the belief that everything was predetermined by fate and that nothing he did mattered.
From the day his fear of death overpowered his desire to kill his empty, ugly self, he began using his body and nature to gain experiences that would fill the gaps in his humanity.
Though young and even foolish, for Anxakid now, it was all a path he chose, and every event held meaning.
March 22nd is Anxakid's birth date, and he turns 19 on the album's release day.
After experiencing everything, what path has Anxakid walked over these 18 years, and what does he think and how does he live now?
His past and present location are revealed without concealment.
Artist Profile
Anxakid
An artist based in Sapporo, Hokkaido. Since releasing the album "Socializing" in March 2026, he has been creating works that strongly reflect his own nature and philosophy. While introspective, he chooses to live a life centered on his own subjectivity without doubting his instincts. His lyrics-documented as "experiments with no destination" in which he uses himself as a test subject in his daily life-form the bedrock of his existence.
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