Lyric

I reach for help

But no one hears me

Breaths grow thin

I couldn’t even tell you

What’s breaking me inside

If only I could

Shut my eyes and say “it’s fine”

Maybe I could let it go

My voice cannot reach you

So small, it drowns in closest noise

A foolish heart

Just wishes to survive

Time flows on

And we drift apart

I never even noticed

Believing far too deeply

I turn into the crowd

And disappear

Still somewhere in my heart

There’s a dream that never ends

Even though

You won’t spare a glance

No matter how I hope

Accepting loneliness

Was my way

Of giving up on love

Even I don’t know myself

So how could I expect someone to understand?

Words I should speak

Just crumble in my throat

Harder things keep piling up

All escape is sealed away

If this is all there is

Then I’ll embrace it

Letting go of every hope

I used to cling to

On hollow nights

Quietly, this pain will fall

And maybe someday

I’ll forget even that

Regrets I cannot silence

If you can laugh at them, it eases me a bit

Far from my ideals

Reality rises cruelly

Hidden behind blurred memories

My heart puts on lies again

Stained and sinking deep

Into thoughts that never end