Lyric

The phone cut through the silence at 2AM

I was begging God it wasn’t you

A stranger’s voice stole the air from my lungs

And my whole world shattered in two

I ran through halls that felt like winter

Breathing in that sterile pain

You looked like an angel sleeping

Like you’d wake and whisper my name

I screamed your name into forever

Held your hand against my chest

But heaven didn’t give you back to me

Just silence beating in my head

Somewhere deep inside this broken soul

I still wait for your heartbeat

For the door to open slowly

And you walking back to me

Without you here

The sky is losing color

Without you here

My heart don’t beat like it used to

“I love you”

Still burning like a fire

Without you here

I’m surviving on desire

Your jacket’s hanging by the doorway

Like you’re coming home tonight

Your coffee cup is still half-empty

Frozen in the morning light

I talk to pictures like you hear me

Asking God what I did wrong

All the dreams we built together

Now just echoes in a song

They say time will heal the damage

But time just makes it clear

You were my forever

And forever’s still right here

I’m still standing in the wreckage

Of the night you slipped away

Every breath without you

Feels like I’m fading away

Without you here

Even stars look broken

Without you here

My whole world feels stolen

“I love you”

Still living in my veins

Without you here

I’m drowning in the rain

Are you dancing in the heavens?

Do you still watch over me?

I’m reaching through the distance

Begging you to see

Just visit me in my dreams

Let me feel your touch

Say I’ll see you again

‘Cause I need that hope so much

Your last message said

“I love you,” clear and true

So wait for me in heaven

Until I run to you

But for now I’m standing

In a world without your light

Still loving you forever

Through every endless night

I’ll love you

For the rest of my life