Lyric
Survivor of Bonds After the Pain of Giving Everything, What Remains Is the Choice of Space
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他人と関わることが
ずっと苦痛だった
輪の中では
自分が殺される気がして
身体が距離を置いていた
それでも
心が安らぐ人が
たった一人でも
いてくれたら
私は
ただ
強く欲していた
ある日理不尽な
つながりを強いられ
憧れていたつながりに
恐怖が植えつけられた
そんな中
感情が麻痺した心を
たしかに癒す
ひとつの救いの手が
差し伸べられた
しかしその手には
残酷な条件が
添えられていた
それでも私は
それを飲み込み
与えられた
安心に心奪われ
その手に縋った
自分と相手が
溶け合うことが
つながりだと思った
素肌が密着するたび
少しずつ寄りかかっていた
心を預ければ預けるほど
安らぎが依存へと
変わっていく
私はまだ
それを愛だと
思い込んでいた
与えられた幸せを
続くと信じ
ただ過ごしていた
だが突然
理不尽という名の絶望に
打ちのめされ
自分の無力さ
情けなさ
惨めさの味を
噛み締めながら
零れ落ちる
心の滴に
動けなくなった
だけど絶望の底で
このまま終わっていいのかと
身体が叫んでいた
痛みに耐えながら
心が安らぐ場所を探しながら
私の人生はまだ
終わっていないと
私は求めた
がむしゃらに距離を詰めて
相手に尽くして
時には空回って
傷ついて疲れ果てた
それでも動けと
恐れと身体が囁く
居心地が良くて
何度も重なって
信じてたのに
嘘を付かれて
それでも過ごした時間は
真実だった
楽しさや痛みの経験が
私を少しずつ
積み上げていった
その痛みの中で私は気付いた
つながりでしか
意味を持てない自分より
つながり以外でも
意味を持てる自分が
必要なんだと
それが
余白という
選択肢だった
つながりしか見えなかった
私の視界に
世界が広がっていく
一人でも
意味を持てる
自分になれる気がした
縋るしかなかった私に
少しずつ
余白が生まれて
他人から与えられるものじゃない
それが
本当の安心だった
私はつながりを探し
生きていく
互いに安心し合える
誰かと出会う
その日まで
そのたび胸の奥に
痛みは生まれる
曖昧という
最も残酷な対応に
私は人として
向き合っていく
この痛みは
消すものじゃない
受け止めながら
耐えながら
私はその先へ踏み進んでいく
余白は、
尽くし切った人の
“後天的スキル”だった。
つながりは探し続ける
でも依存しない
安心の言葉を
私が選んで
つながり続ける
私は選ぶ
つながりの
生存者として
いつか
並び歩く君と
歩き続ける
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Vocals
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- Songwriter
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Connected Freedom The Freedom That Lies Beyond Choosing Through Trial and Space
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Music Connected to Freedom
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- 2
The Boundary Challenger (Perspective Version)
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Survivor of Bonds After the Pain of Giving Everything, What Remains Is the Choice of Space
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- 4
The Expander of the Domain ~Comfort That Numbs Unease, Traces That Awaken Judgment~ (Echo Resonance ver)
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- 5
Yin -Yang & Five Elements: Cyclical Encounter "The Farthest Seeker" - The bonds found through habits, words, and the body's inner compass - (Step Forward Version)
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Connected Freedom EP is a work that brings together the process of gradually connecting to freedom through the three movements of trial, space, and judgment.
It includes three songs: The Challenger of Boundaries (Overlook ver.), Survivor of Connection, and The Expander of the Domain (Echo Resonance ver.).
What I wanted to portray in this EP is not a state of already possessing freedom itself from the beginning.
It is the act of continuing to try, pushed forward by the body's responses.
It is arriving at the choice called space through the pain of connection.
It is reclaiming judgment from the traces that remained beyond the unease that had been left behind.
Although each song stands on its own, when looked back on together they were connected as a single flow: Trial Space Judgment
The name Connected Freedom carries the feeling that freedom does not suddenly appear in a completed form, but is gradually connected through accumulation by trying, being hurt, taking distance, leaving traces, and choosing again.
I hope this EP can become an opportunity to reconsider unnamed unease, pain that cannot yet be put into words, and lingering traces, as things that may gradually connect to freedom.
Street Acupuncture does not mean performing treatment on the street.
It is an outreach activity designed to make acupuncture feel more familiar through verbal explanation and QR code distribution.
This work is not intended to replace medical care, but to express AgEs world and philosophy through music.
Artist Profile
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Street Acupuncturist AgE. Based on the Survival Cycle Philosophy, I express the idea of reading the bodys reactions through music, writing, and creative activity. Street Acupuncture is not about performing treatments on the street. It is an outreach activity that shares ways of understanding the body, as well as perspectives from acupuncture and Eastern medicine, both in public spaces and online. In my music, I start from the sensibilities of Eastern medicine, such as yin and yang, the five elements, and qi, blood, and body fluids. I then combine them with modern understandings of the body and structures drawn from my own lived experience to design the lyrics, composition, and worldview. Rather than simply expressing emotion, I create music to preserve the reactions of the body, the flow of judgment, and the structure through which freedom is formed. Survival Cycle Philosophy It begins with the survival instinct. Read the bodys reactions. Keep choosing through trial and space. That is freedom. Freedom evolves and circulates. I do not present acupuncture or Eastern medicine as something to be believed in without question. Instead, I see them as one perspective for reading the body. Through music, I hope to make this world feel a little more familiar, even to people who have never encountered acupuncture or Eastern medicine before. Street Acupuncture is an outreach activity to help people learn about acupuncture. This work is not a substitute for medical treatment.
Street Acupuncturist Ageの他のリリース
Street Acupuncture Our Free Bonds Street Acupuncturist Age
Survivor of Bonds After the Pain of Giving Everything, What Remains Is the Choice of Space Street Acupuncturist Age
The Expander of the Domain ~Comfort That Numbs Unease, Traces That Awaken Judgment~ (Echo Resonance ver) Street Acupuncturist Age
The Expander of the Domain ~Comfort That Numbs Unease, Traces That Awaken Judgment~ (Silent Resonance ver) Street Acupuncturist Age
