

They wrote me down
And left the rest blank
A line for my body
No room for my weight
My name stayed clean on paper
My hands stayed out of view
They knew the way to call me
But not what I answered to
A number held beside me
A mark beside my face
Enough to say I was there
Not enough to leave a trace
My pulse kept missing daylight
My mouth kept thinning out
I learned to sound confirmed
Without being found
They kept my name in order
But lost the shape of me
They counted every entrance
And missed what had to leave
I was easy to confirm
Impossible to know
Written where they needed me
With nowhere warm to go
They asked for small corrections
A time, a date, a yes
I gave them clean replies
And folded down the rest
Someone said my name again
It sounded almost kind
But only reached the surface
And never crossed my mind
My breath stayed in the margin
My ribs stayed out of frame
I stood inside the record
But I did not feel the same
They kept my name in order
But lost the shape of me
They counted every entrance
And missed what had to leave
I was easy to confirm
Impossible to know
Written where they needed me
With nowhere warm to go
No one had to erase me
They only kept me small
The parts that made me human
Were never asked at all
I learned to be available
A voice without a room
A person made of details
That no one carried through
They kept my name in order
But lost the shape of me
They counted every entrance
And missed what had to leave
I was easy to confirm
Impossible to know
Written where they needed me
With nowhere warm to go
If you find me in the record
Do not trust the line
My name is still there somewhere
But the rest of me is mine
- Lyricist
Melsa Kruun
- Composer
Melsa Kruun, Edrin Kaul
- Producer
Davin Orest
- Vocals
Melsa Kruun

Listen to Name on the List by Melsa Kruun
Streaming / Download
- 1
Assigned Seating
Melsa Kruun
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Name on the List
Melsa Kruun
- 3
Beside Everyone
Melsa Kruun
- 4
Not Quite Welcome
Melsa Kruun
- 5
Role Fits Too Well
Melsa Kruun
- 6
Chair Without Warmth
Melsa Kruun
- 7
Allowed to Stay
Melsa Kruun
- 8
No Weight in the Room
Melsa Kruun
- 9
Used, Not Held
Melsa Kruun
- 10
Someone Else's Layout
Melsa Kruun
- 11
Seat Is Not a Place
Melsa Kruun
- 12
I Stand Before Leaving
Melsa Kruun
Seat Is Not a Place is an album about a man who has been given a seat in society, yet cannot find a place where he truly belongs
His name is called, his role is defined, and he can sit beside others
But he cannot place his heart there
He is allowed to participate, but never fully belong
This debut album captures that quiet dissonance through cold spaces and restrained vocals