Lyric

I need to know the meaning of this life

Is it worthwhile for a worn out doll like me

The child that nodded her head to everything

And then she lost her soul

And became nobody at all

God, why do you keep me alive

I’m not exceptional

How long must I endure?

Neither loved nor hated

Like air or less

Staying far apart from both ends

I need to know the meaning of this life

Somebody get me out of living hell

Feels like it never ends

(Darkness all the way down)

I need to know the meaning of this life

Feels like it never ends

No

Not any chances

Because I’ve been avoiding to face myself

(How long must I endure?)

Go away

Avert your eyes from despair

Go away

I can't do anything more than this

I've wasted too much time, you know?

There are no words left at all

A fading realm

Go away

A million different choices

Embrace it or reject it

You’re free to choose

I always thought I can only sink further

I assumed that’s just how it is

And I've grown old in vain

Feel

The feeling of futility

Because I’ve been exploiting my life

Just to waste it

(How long must I endure?)

(Go away)

The blessing bells(Go away)will never ring for me

(Go away)

I’m waiting for death’s embrace

Go away

I need to know the meaning of this life

Somebody get me out of living hell

Feels like it never ends

(Darkness all the way down)

I need to know the meaning of this life

Feels like it never ends

No

Not any chances

Because I’ve been avoiding to face myself

(How long must I endure?)

Embrace it or reject it

You’re free to choose

I always thought I can only sink further

I assumed that’s just how it is

And I've grown old in vain

Embrace it or reject it

You’re free to choose

I always thought I can only sink further

I assumed that’s just how it is

And I've grown old in vain

No

Not any chances

Because I’ve been avoiding to face myself

The blessing bells will never ring for me

I’m waiting for death’s embrace

Go away

Avert your eyes from despair

Go away

I can't do anything more than this

I've wasted too much time, you know?

There are no words left at all

A fading realm

Go away