Lyric

I’m tired of saying "I’m jealous" every day

Getting a pass for a smile while I fade away

Staring at the glass, wondering why I’m me

Holding my breath until I’m someone else, maybe

Applying the foundation, layer by layer

Erasing the girl beneath the prayer

I just wanna be beautiful, is that a crime?

Begging for a "love" that isn't worth my time

It’s so unfair, the way you’re born with the light

While I’m working for a ghost in the middle of the night

My eyes, my voice—just pieces of a mess

I’m failing the test in a "pretty" dress

Wearing a stupid grin just to feel a little grace

If that’s the "right answer," I’ll put on the face

But deep down I’m screaming, ready to cry

Hiding the parts that I’ve learned to deny

"I'm okay" is just a lie I’ve memorized

I don't even know the girl behind these eyes

I envy the ones who were born with the glow

Loved for doing nothing, with nothing to show

Just finding more reasons why I’m not the one

Searching for flaws until the damage is done

I wanna erase this face and this sound

Buried in the beauty that I never found

"I'm sorry" is stuck, I can't even speak

Wishing I wasn't the one who was born this weak