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Lyric

Can't Disappear

ACE

The way they laugh feels so far away

Every shadow towers over me

I never meant to compare myself

But here I am, cutting into me

No matter how far I crawl, it’s never enough

The more I struggle, the deeper I’m stuck

All I see are backs I’ll never reach

Hands in the mud, still grasping for air

Every breath pulls me further down

There was never a way out to begin with

“Do your best” just echoes now

And all it does is weigh me down

I’m still breathing in the dark

All the light belongs to someone else

I choke the scream inside my throat

Still here—

I can’t disappear

Shut up

Shut up

Shut up

In my head

Make it

Shut up

Someone else’s win cuts into me

Like a blade I can’t pull out

I swallow down the jealousy

Learn to fake that I’m okay

They line up answers I can’t give

Mistakes are always mine to own

I tell myself “not yet, not yet”

While everything inside erodes

I’m still breathing in the dark

Applause is ringing somewhere else

Holding onto fractured pride

Still here—

I can’t disappear

Haven’t I paid enough?

How many years

How much of me is left to cut?

I never get closer

I never arrive

The harder I chase, the further it slides

Why is it

Always me

Stuck in the same place?

I fight

I sink

I fight again

No escape

No end

Even broken

I can’t quit

Shut up

Shut up

Shut up

In my head

Everything

Shut up

I’m still breathing in the dark

All the light belongs to someone else

I choke the scream inside my throat

Still here—

I can’t disappear

I’m still breathing in the dark

No name, no place, no saving grace

Even if I never see the end

I’m still here—

I can’t disappear

Not yet…

I can’t end this

  • Lyricist

    Hideyuki Takahashi

  • Composer

    Hideyuki Takahashi

  • Co-Producer

    ACE

  • Recording Engineer

    ACE

  • Mastering Engineer

    ACE

  • Guitar

    Hideyuki Takahashi

  • Bass Guitar

    Akito Hayakawa

  • Drums

    Shin

  • Synthesizer

    Akito Hayakawa

  • Vocals

    Ryo

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  • 1

    NUTCRACKER

    ACE

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    Can't Disappear

    ACE

  • 3

    Rise Again

    ACE

このシングルは、
踏み潰され、消えそうになり、それでも立ち上がるまでの
心の軌跡を3曲で描いた作品である。
怒り、自己否定、沈黙、そして再生。
それぞれの曲は独立していながら、
ひとつの物語として繋がっている。

1. NUTCRACKER
これまで見下し、踏み躙ってきた存在への
静かで冷酷なカウンター。
拳を振るうわけでも、声を荒げるわけでもない。
ただ“一番無防備な核心”を叩き割る象徴としての一撃。
復讐ではなく、決着。
ブラックユーモアとシリアスが同居する、
ACEらしい攻撃性を全面に押し出した楽曲。

2. Can’t Disappear
比較、嫉妬、劣等感。
息をしているだけで精一杯の暗闇の中で、
「消えられない自分」と向き合い続ける内省の歌。
どれだけもがいても届かない光。
頭の中で鳴り止まない声。
それでも――まだ終われない。
絶望に寄り添いながら、
生き続けることそのものを肯定する、
シングルの最も深い核心を担う一曲。

3. Rise Again
沈んだ心を抱えたまま、それでも前を向くためのアンセム。
隠してきた涙も、傷も、嘲笑された過去も、
すべてが“力になる”と高らかに歌い上げる。
観客と共に叫び、跳び、未来を掴みにいくための楽曲であり、
このシングルの物語に光を差し込む最終章。

NUTCRACKERで叩き壊し、
Can’t Disappearで沈み込み、
Rise Againで再び立ち上がる。
この3曲は、
誰かに踏み潰されたことのあるすべての人へ向けた
ACEからのリアルなメッセージである。
――消えなかった者たちのための音楽。

Artist Profile

  • ACE

    ACE Another Centuries Episode is a four piece rock band led by Hide The members are Ryo on vocals Akito on bass and Shin on drums The band was formed fifteen years ago Hide Ryo and Akito started the band when they were first year high school students Shin who was in his third year of junior high school at the time later joined With slight differences in age and environment they have continued to share the same time and the same music The band name ACE comes from the initials of Another Centuries Episode Each member carries a different story and different roots Those stories overlap and resonate as one Continuing to sound as a single episode Hide leads the band as its leader and is responsible for writing and composing all of the songs Built around distorted guitar Ryo raw and emotional vocals Akito bass that supports and guides the songs and Shin drums that strike straight through the soul come together to create the unmistakable rock sound of ACE ACE is not a finished form Carrying both the past and the present they are a band that continues to update their story as they move into the next era

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