歌詞

Snow falls but it burns on my skin

Cold wind whispering sins again

Lights glow, but they flicker like lies

No peace behind these holiday skies

I hear bells but they sound like screams

Broken echoes of childhood dreams

Santa’s sleigh? Nah, that’s just pain

Dragging chains in my frozen brain

I remember nights that felt warm

Now December just brings the storm

Stockings hung but they stay empty

Hearts full once, now just envy

Fake smiles around the tree

Everybody acting like they’re free

But I see cracks in every face

Christmas lost without a trace

Red lights bleeding through the dark

Every memory leaves a mark

Try to pray but I can’t feel saved

Just another soul misbehaved

This ain’t a silent night, it’s a war inside

Jingle bells ringing while my demons hide

Snow turns black when it hits the ground

No peace on earth, just a hollow sound

Merry Christmas, yeah that’s what they say

But the ghosts in my head never go away

Underneath the lights, I’m breaking down

Lost in a nightmare dressed like a town

Yeah…

Look, I’m wrapping pain in a gift box

Tick-tock, every second my mind rots

Wishlist? I just wanted some peace

Instead I got anxiety on repeat

Family dinner but nobody speaks truth

We just sip lies like it’s 200 proof

Laugh now, post it online for show

But inside we’re all buried in snow

I was a kid with a spark in my chest

Now it’s ashes, I’m failing the test

Holiday songs but I can’t relate

Every lyric just fuels the hate

I tried to believe

In something more

But every year

It hurts me more

The lights go out

Inside my soul

This winter cold

Won’t let me go

This ain’t a silent night, it’s a war inside

Jingle bells ringing while my demons hide

Snow turns black when it hits the ground

No peace on earth, just a hollow sound

Merry Christmas, yeah that’s what they say

But the ghosts in my head never go away

Underneath the lights, I’m breaking down

Lost in a nightmare dressed like a town

So raise a glass to the end of the year

To fake love, fake smiles, and hidden fear

If there’s a star in the sky tonight

I hope it burns… instead of shining bright

Silent night… yeah right…

Nothing’s ever silent in my mind…