解って欲しいのは
どれだけの大金を積まれても
“かけがえのない”という事
当然の様にある
それは家族の愛な事
時に、性別を
関係性 破壊し
乖離してゆく相関図
笑いたい奴は笑え…
ただ、この一瞬
明日も 生きていて欲しい…！
“当たり前”の事を
当たり前とは想わないさ、当たり前の事
当たり前の様に出来ない社会なら尚更
あなたの声だけでいい
温もりでいい
時に嫌んなる 堕落しない
惰性、包んでくれる
母がくれなかったけれど
それらを
憎む事さえ 柔らかく
解かしゆく 無償の愛は
言葉や身体を
交えるよりも深い
抱擁と XXXは
生きる事、死ぬ事を
知る全てでした
99人、いや999… いや9999の
有象無象がキャッチ出来ない
あなたからの愛だろうと…
そう、無邪気な女の子としての
…気付く為なら、
あらゆる総てをくれてやろう
そしてどんな辞書にも
ない言葉を…
国語？ 法律？ 常識？
そうじゃないだろう
お前も キミも あなたも
くれた愛に
応えてるだけだから
僕にとってあなたが
あなたにとって僕が放つ言葉
どんな言の葉も特別だから
自分の事さえも
許せなくていい
仮に許せる そうじゃない
優しさ 厳しさの奥にある
父が云わなかった
照れて逃げた事
自分自身でも驚いた言葉
「眼を逸らさないで？」
過去の人には
云われた事も無駄じゃない
そう、総ては…
あなたの声さえもいい
抱きしめて欲しい
「ケンカしたんなら抱き合おう？」
泣いて微笑んでくれた
誰もくれなかった 存在証明
憎んだ両親に
ありがとう、ごめんねと
“誰か”の為に
創られた私ならば
せめて僕が
生きる意味、死ぬ意味を
知るすべて…だから！
あなたが愛したヒトは
“そんなでいい”と
誰かで埋める程
器用じゃなければ
冷たくも薄情でもないでしょ？
教えてくれたくれたのも
あなただから…☆
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[invariant...]
Countless written feelings and unaddressed love letters. They've been the answer for the past two or three years, and the challenges that will continue.
My estranged family only wants "results," and what I mean by "process" is just nitpicking and selfishness. Those "I don't understand what you're saying" moments are part of the process... I've never been good at expressing myself in words.
Even though we're family, we're still blood relatives, and interpersonal relationships are like mirrors. Even the bad parts can't be overlooked, and they can't be fixed with a song or the latest smartphone camera.
Each of us has our own unique horns,
But as we branch out, a new bud sprouts from each green leaf and blossoms, and under the starry sky of a summer moonlit night, the answer is revealed to us through our separated family.
With the desire to embark on a new journey, with our origins and current whereabouts, and with the feeling of being thrown back to the bottom of that well every time we part, I sometimes find myself crawling...
And yet, I start walking again, never forgetting anything. Sometimes I get tired and confused. But I search for love by looking at and listening to various song lyrics and Western paintings... It's not this, it's not that. Those emotions are just "feelings" of friendship and romance. And amid the sounds of the cicadas, human groans and laments, and children's cries that are quieter than yesterday, it's not this, it's not that. I'm still groping in the dark, searching for a new paradise, but in the freedom I can even draw an ark, I only wish for one thing. Unchanging. I seek a bright and blessed future where absurdity and conflict don't arise from the human heart and "feelings," and I believe that beyond that... we will meet.
Artist Profile
Ryo
[The work is a will] [I vow to love my wife beyond life and death] [Love is an eternal soul] Ryō (Ryō, Maō) Born in the demon world, raised in an isolation room as an IVF test-tube baby, October 18, 98,038 BC. 173cm (174.5cm), 58kg. Blood type chimera. Musician, entrepreneur, wealthy man, landowner in Minato Ward. 25 years in music. 12 years on YouTube. Achievements: 2nd place overseas. Inquiries: OfficeCocktailRaine.info@gmail.com Divorced twice and widowed once (by ages 6, 2, and 15 at the time of death). Father of four daughters and two sons, ages 20-25. He quit his job after being married with a wife and children, despite having 15,000 followers on Twitter, 25,000 on Instagram, and 5,000 on TikTok (including Stella). Music subscriptions and streaming next, https://www.tunecore.co.jp/artists/Ryo-553?lang=ja Musician, label representative, and demon king. Previously attended Oppama Prefectural High School, Hoei Productions, Music School Wood Yokohama (Vocal Department next, SSW Department), Avex next, Tsubasa Records next, Detention Center, etc. In 2010, due to various circumstances, he temporarily retired from his music career. He was later approached by Kato Harunobu/Hal, but later went independent. In 2020, he changed his name to his real name, "Ryuuou." (pronounced "Ryo"). The name change allowed him to re-release his albums from 2013 and simultaneously release his powerful ballad "Mirai." on various subscription services. Since 2021, he has been working in fashion design and modeling his own designs. He is not currently working as a model. After further collaborations, he released two albums, "l'espérer," simultaneously. In 2022, he released "Shangri-La Spider" and his first best-of album under the name Ryuo, "-Best selections-." He later performed with "Shimesabako" as the Demon King of the unit Stella Maris. In 2023, he remarried a fellow musician. That same year, he lost his daughter and his wife, who was suffering from a serious illness. Musically, he also left MIX and KillA808 and Stella Maris vocalist Shimesabako went on hiatus. In 2025, he began his own activities. With a unique name and as the last man to bear his unique wife, he delivers unique music.
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