Lyric

I didn’t mean to say it…

It just slipped out…

I reached across the empty bed

Half asleep, your name I said

Like you were still right next to me

Where you used to be

I pour two cups without a thought

Forget sometimes that you are not

The little things I can’t erase

Still living in this space

My mind knows you’re gone

But my heart holds on

And my body don’t agree

With reality

I’m still calling your name

Like you never left

Like your voice is still

Hiding in my breath

Every little habit

Every memory

Keeps pulling me back

To what used to be

I’m still calling your name

Even when I know

You’re already gone

I hear you in the quiet rooms

In every corner of these wounds

Your laughter echoes in my head

In every word unsaid

I catch myself reaching for you

In everything I used to do

Like love is something muscle-deep

That I can’t unlearn or leave

I try to let it fade

But it’s how I’m made

Every instinct pulls me through

Back to you

I’m still calling your name

Like a broken prayer

Like you might appear

Just because I care

Every little moment

Every memory

Keeps haunting my soul

So relentlessly

I’m still calling your name

Even in the dark

Even when it hurts

If I could rewrite my veins

Erase the sound of your name

Would I finally be free

Or lose what’s left of me

You’re a part I can’t replace

Etched into my every day

I’m still calling your name

Like it’s all I know

Like forgetting you

Means letting go

Every little habit

Every memory

Is stitched in my skin

So permanently

I’m still calling your name

Even as I break

Even as I fade

I didn’t mean to say it…

But I still do…