Lyric

If i’m being honest

I’m not over you

I just got better

At lying to the room

If i’m being honest

I know what i do

Smile when they ask me

Then come home too soon

Phone on my chest

Screen still awake

Three little dots

Then nothing again

I laugh with my friends

Like i got no weight

Say, “nah, i’m good”

With your name in my face

New girl’s typing

I don’t type back

I almost want to

Then i lose track

I keep it low

I keep it clean

Don’t say your name

Don’t make a scene

But the drive back home

Gets quiet fast

And all my cool

Doesn’t really last

If i’m being honest

I’m not over you

I just got better

At lying to the room

If i’m being honest

I hate that it’s true

I look fine outside

Then i fold in my room

Then i fold in my room

If i’m being honest

If i’m being honest

I didn’t move on

I just learned what to do

I changed my lock screen

Like that would help

Deleted the photos

Kept checking the shelf

Still know your number

Without looking down

Still hear your voice

When it’s too quiet out

Somebody asked me

“you seeing someone?”

I said, “kinda maybe”

Then stared at my cup

I could be better

I could be new

But i get home

And it all turns you

I didn’t get over you

I just got better at lying

And that sounds stupid

When i say it out loud

If i’m being honest

I’m not over you

I just got better

At lying to the room

If i’m being honest

I hate that it’s true

I look fine outside

Then i fold in my room

If i’m being honest

I’m still almost cool

Till the door clicks shut

And there’s no one to prove

If i’m being honest

I’m not over you

I just got better

At lying to the room