Lyric

Mama say stay strong, but I’m still wide awake

Fake smiles all day, real talk all fade

Some homies locked up, some just gave up

Every empty chair, make my chest feel stuck

This city lie easy, smile then switch cold

Trust turn to money, that’s how it get sold

I couldn’t move like that, that ain’t my way

So I sit at Chill Stand, try not think today

Smoke in my lungs, head full of noise

Only thing calm me, the sound of my breath

This smoke don’t lie to me, it tell me I’m weak

Kawasaki night long, I don’t wanna see daylight

Same seat at Chill Stand, same thoughts in my head

Mizonokuchi tears in the bottom of my glass

This smoke don’t lie to me, I keep runnin from pain

Same seat, same smoke, try forget my name

Thought this shi was over, but the days still come

Dreams fall faster than my numbers go up

Money, trust, love, all that break easy

Real ones suffer, fake ones live easy

Holdin a cup, talkin bout nothin

Laugh for a second, then my heart drop sudden

Smoke in, smoke out, that’s how I survive

Don’t feel like I movin, but I’m still alive

I ain’t go forward, I ain’t go back

I’m just right here, stuck in this lap

If this my last night, I was right here

If they call it runnin, I still stayed near

I ain’t proud of it, but it’s real

This place saw me when I couldn’t heal

This smoke don’t lie to me, it bring my truth back

Kawasaki scars still stuck in my back

Same seat at Chill Stand, same pain on repeat

Mizonokuchi night, got me dead on my feet

This smoke don’t lie to me, I ain’t okay

But I made peace with today in the same ass way