What I Forgot to Want Front Cover

Lyric

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

Mavika Tell

Pink one

Gold one

Little cruel choice

My hand got quiet

Like it lost its voice

I saw the pretty

I saw the price

Then made a murder

Look polite

One clean line

Through the softest thing

One small no

With a wedding ring

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

And called it good

I killed my little wanting

Like I knew I should

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

With a steady hand

Some girls learn hunger

Some girls call it a plan

Blue ink

Thin scratch

Sweet thing gone

I left the cute one

Bleeding on the page too long

No one applauded

No one came near

Just me and the list

And my bright little fear

I made it cheaper

I made it clean

I made my wanting

Less obscene

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

And called it good

I killed my little wanting

Like I knew I should

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

With a steady hand

Some girls learn hunger

Some girls call it a plan

Do not be soft

Do not be loud

Do not pick joy

From the front of the crowd

Do not need ribbon

Do not need red

Sleep like a good girl

With gravel in your bed

But pretty was looking

Pretty was there

Pretty had teeth

Pretty had hair

Pretty said take me

Pretty said now

I put my pen down

Like a loaded mouth

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

But it did not die

It followed me home

With a bright black eye

I Crossed Out Something Pretty

And kept the ache

A cute little crime

For discipline’s sake

The list looked tidy

The want stayed awake

  • Lyricist

    Mavika Tell

  • Composer

    Mavika Tell

  • Producer

    Albie Kestner

  • Vocals

    Mavika Tell

What I Forgot to Want Front Cover

Listen to I Crossed Out Something Pretty by Mavika Tell

Streaming / Download

  • 1

    My List Knew First

    Mavika Tell

  • 2

    I Wrote Milk Instead

    Mavika Tell

  • 3

    A Flower With No Occasion

    Mavika Tell

  • 4

    Pen Hovered Over It

    Mavika Tell

  • 5

    Cheapest Want in My Hand

    Mavika Tell

  • 6

    Rain Bent My Umbrella Kindly

    Mavika Tell

  • 7

    Fridge Hummed Around My Truth

    Mavika Tell

  • ⚫︎

    I Crossed Out Something Pretty

    Mavika Tell

  • 9

    Enough Was Not Enough

    Mavika Tell

  • 10

    What I Forgot to Want

    Mavika Tell

  • 11

    I Came Back With Most of It

    Mavika Tell

A bright, slightly nostalgic indie pop album about remembering what you truly wanted all along

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